Page 24 of Ashes of Forever


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Birdsong drifted through the open window, carrying with it the faint scent of hawthorn from the hedgerow. The heavy chill of winter had long since fled, leaving the cottage pleasantly warm these past weeks. Sunlight pooled upon the rug, where little Lily sat with Alice Pembroke, whom she was minding for her parents. The two girls were surrounded by wooden toys—Lily’s dark curls, so like her mother’s, caught the light in contrast to Alice’s straight, light-brown hair, tied neatly with a ribbon.

Edith Hayes watched from her chair by the window, her sewing idle in her lap.

The quiet contentment of the cottage still amazed her—the peace her daughter had built here, the laughter that so often filled these walls, even when Violet was away at the bakery, as she was now.

The girls’ giggles carried across the room as they played—bright, unguarded, a melody that belonged wholly to this new life.

Smiling faintly, she set her needle to a small linen gown, the tiny seams neat beneath her hand. Years spent mending the Ashford household linens—on top of her duties in the kitchens—had taught her the art of making the worn new again. Yet today her work felt different. Each careful stitch seemed to mend something in herself as well, and her heart wasfull in a way it had not been for many months—perhaps for years.

Every sound within the cottage felt like a benediction: the rustle of the girls on the carpet, the knock and tumble of toys as they toppled over, and the occasional squeal from Alice that sent them both into fits of laughter. Outside, the church bell tolled the hour; inside, the kettle hummed on the hob.

“Now then, Miss Lily Hayes,” she said fondly, lowering her mending. “Do not steal poor Alice’s ribbon again. You’ll have her bald before supper.”

Lily turned toward her grandmother, clutching the ribbon with a mischievous grin before letting out a peal of delighted laughter.

Alice—older by several months—only laughed in return and handed her a small wooden horse, as though the whole thing were a splendid game between them.

The sight made Edith’s throat tighten. “You’ve your mother’s spirit, my love,” she murmured softly. “And her stubborn little chin.”

A breeze drifted in from outside, stirring the curtains. It was May—lush, green, and fragrant—and the lane beyond the gate hummed with life. Children played near the green, hens pecked by the fences, and somewhere nearby Margaret Pembroke’s voice carried as she called to her husband to fetch the washing line before the wind took it.

Edith smiled faintly. “They are good people,” she said, half to herself. “Good through and through. A body can breathe easy here.”

She lifted her sewing again, the motion more for comfort than purpose, the rhythm of needle and thread grounding her.

Her mind turned, unbidden, to the house they had left behind—the grand, cold estate that had shaped half her life. She had thought herself long past hatred. But when she pictured those polished floors she had scrubbed on her knees, the high, echoing halls where kindness was always givenwith equal parts condescension, something still twisted inside her.

They had lived for two decades in the little stone cottage by the stables—cramped, draughty, and forever smelling faintly of horse and damp straw. Thomas had served as horse master, as his father had before him, and she as cook—though the Ashford family had ever expected her to turn her hand to whatever task was needed. Laundry, mending, polishing silver when the maid was ill—there was always some new demand, as though every spare moment she had was theirs to take without a second thought.

They had poured their labour and loyalty into that house for years, earning just enough to keep themselves fed while the Ashfords dined from china and gave orders as though it were nothing. And yet, for all that, she had never truly begrudged it—until the day their devotion to that house had cost them their daughter.

She remembered when she had first carried Violet—how Thomas had spoken of leaving the Ashfords’ employ then. A visiting duke had taken a liking to his care of the horses and offered him a fine position at his estate in Surrey, with good pay and a larger cottage. For a time, they had truly considered it.

But the Earl had made promises—extra wages, a new roof for their cottage, schooling for their child when she was of age. Promises that, when the time came, quietly came to nothing at all.

You’re part of the household, Hayes,he’d said then.Family, near enough.

So they had stayed.

And Edith had believed him. Fool that she was.

That woman—the Countess, Lady Eleanor Ashford—had known exactly what she was doing. The cold pride in her eyes, the way she spoke of duty and consequence, as though a girl’s heart were no more than a trifling adornment. She had called Violet an unsuitable friend for her son—had even said Edithought to “keep her child in hand,” as though affection were mischief and innocence a sin.

And William.

Her needle faltered. For a moment she simply stared down at the tiny stitches, her vision blurring. He had seemed so different from the rest—polite, soft-spoken, gentle in manner. He had always greeted her and Thomas with kindness, never a trace of disdain. She had even caught him once or twice lending Violet a hand with her chores—carrying water, fetching feed for the hens—small, needless tasks, done only so he might linger a while longer beside her.

She had believed, in some naïve corner of her heart, that perhaps—just perhaps—he might prove better than the blood he came from.

How blind she had been.

Her jaw tightened. “Foolish, Edith Hayes,” she muttered under her breath. “You knew better.”

The betrayal had not been hers, yet she bore it like an old wound—aching even when the air was sweet. To think of how they had thrown Violet aside, knowing she was carrying his child, sent a tremor of anger through her still.

But here, in this modest cottage, life had quietly begun again. Violet was healing—laughing, baking, raising her daughter beneath a roof untouched by shame.

A glance out the window showed Violet’s familiar figure walking up the path that curved down the lane—basket on her arm, hair caught loose by the wind as she made her way home from the bakery. There was a rhythm to her step again, a quiet determination.