As she looked up at me, I pushed down my shorts and briefs, and I watched the anticipation display on her face. Just like me, there was uncertainty—not truly knowing what crossing this line would mean, but also another force driving us forward like amoth to a flame. I took a condom from my bedside table and slipped it on.
“Turn around,” I demanded, and Kairi complied.
I climbed on the bed behind her, and she turned her head to look at me as I pushed inside.
“Ssssssss,” I hissed, my shoulders instantly dropping as relief washed over me.
Her white teeth nipped at her bottom lip. The ecstasy evident on her face that I knew mirrored mine. I plunged in and out, wondering what this meant now that I had felt her, but I was too weak to stop.
My head fell back, and my eyes closed as my hip thrusts got deeper and faster. She started to bounce back, meeting me, showing me that we were in this together. A decision we couldn’t turn back from now.
I leaned forward, held onto her hips to drive even deeper. My eyes opened, and I looked to see that she was looking back at me. Tears of pleasure and release filled her eyes.
“Kairi,” I growled low in my throat. Sweat formed on my brow, and goosebumps danced on my skin.
I pulled out, turned her to face me, and slipped back inside. Our eyes locked on each other’s, lost in the moment—lost in each other.
I lifted one of her legs onto my shoulder so that I could feel even more of her. I needed to feel more. I watched the pretty sex faces she made as I wound my hips.
She screamed and then came hard, whimpering my name.
“Havoc, I can’t take any more,” Kairi cried.
I sat up on my knees, put her other leg on my shoulder, gently gripped her by the neck, and pounded into her until I couldn’t take it anymore myself.
My body shuddered as I spilled my seeds into the rubber.
We stayed there, panting and looking into each other’s eyes, before I pulled out and stood to my feet.
I offered Kairi my hand. There was a brief moment of hesitation, but she took it, allowing me to help her off the bed. We silently went into my bathroom, and I turned on the shower. She climbed inside while I flushed the condom.
After washing my hands, I stepped into the shower behind her, and she turned to face me.
We didn’t say a word. We were both stuck on the meaning of what just happened. A sense of shame should have hit me, but that wasn’t what I felt. Kairi gave me a faint smile, and then we washed up.
After we finished, we climbed in my bed in silence and turned to look at each other. Just as I opened my mouth to say something, my phone rang from the living room.
We both looked toward the door.
“I should get that,” I let her know as I slipped out of bed. I went to get my phone just as that call went to voicemail.
I grumbled when I saw that it was Ocean and one missed call from Trini. My eyes fixated on Ocean’s name, a wave of something hitting me, making me look back at my bedroom door, where Kairi was.
Exhaling, I made a mental note to call them back tomorrow and headed back to my room. When I stepped inside, I saw that Kairi had fallen asleep.
I put my phone on the bedside table, after making sure I put it on silent, and climbed in bed beside her.
I watched her face as she slept, wondering how we went from talking to her lying in my bed.
Shit like this never really happened to me because I kept myself to myself. I didn’t trust anyone around and wasn’t one to have a bunch of females at my crib like that. From the momentI met Kairi though, it felt different, and I couldn’t explain or understand it.
I rolled on my back and looked up at the ceiling. Nothing made sense anymore, but strangely enough, I felt at peace. My eyes closed, basking in the release I finally found.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
KAIRI MOORE
TWO WEEKS LATER
