“Do you want to?”
Fuck. What kind of a question is that? “I do.” I try to keep my cool, but when Blair bursts out laughing, I know I’ve failed. “I really fucking do.” I chuckle, shaking my head.
“Good. I’m on the pill and Nathan and I…” She trails off when I frown. I’m holding my dick in my hand; I don’t want to be thinking about him. But this conversation needs to be had. “I had a checkup recently, just in case. But we didn’t go without. He wasn’t ready for kids. Nor was I.”
“But you’re on the pill?”
“He wanted to be sure.”
“Dickhead.”
Blair laughs again before her expression turns serious. “I want this with you.”
Jesus Christ. “I want that too.” Whether I can handle it, though, remains to be seen. I’m already close to blowing my load from the thought alone.
Taking a deep but subtle breath, I get my shit together and step out of my pants and briefs, reaching for the lube in my top drawer. I don’t think we’ll need it moving forward, but for Blair’s first time with a pierced man, I’m not taking any chances.
I don’t have to look to know she’s watching my every move. I can feel it. And as I slowly squeeze the gel into my hands, liberally coating my length, her breath hitches.
Desire flickers in her gaze as I glance up at her, and instead of the cockiness I’d usually feel, emotion swells in my chest.
“Are you sure you’re ready?” I ask, my voice gravelly with need, precum pebbling on my tip.
“Yes,” she whispers, her voice breathy. “I’m not a virgin, Zane.”
Her response brings me out of my stupor and I bite back a smile. “In this case you are. Trust me. You have never experienced what I’m about to do to you.”
I climb onto the bed, holding back a groan when her legs fall open.
Her gaze follows me, and when I line up with her entrance, she inhales sharply, her body rising off the bed when I haven’t even touched her.
“I promise I’ll be gentle.”
“I’m not worried aboutyou. It’s been a while and—” My interest piques and Blair huffs out a laugh. “You’ll be pleased to know Nathan and I hadn’t had sex since before I saw you in the hospital.”
That makes me so fucking happy, and I’d love to point out how that one little fact holds a hell of a lot of meaning, but I’m not going to purposely ruin the moment. I can gloat when we’re done.
“B, you’re ready. You can take me. We’ll ease into it.”
Her eyes widen, most likely because I didn’t take the opportunity to make a comment about her ex, but she nods, her gaze dropping to my hand wrapped around my cock, her eyes locked on my piercing.
“Will it hurt?” Her throat bobs.
“It might at first, but I promise, I’ll make it feel good.”
“Okay.”
“Ready?”
She nods again and I slowly push inside her, just the tip at first, gritting my teeth as my body jolts with a new kind of pleasure. It’s so intense that I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to go back, and I really hope I don’t have to.
I wait a beat before pushing in farther, her pussy squeezing me as she cries out. “Oh, shit. I can feel it.”
“Take a deep breath,” I grate, trying to appear more in control than I am. “I’ve got you. It’s just a moment of pain before an explosion of pleasure.”
“God, you’re full of it sometimes.”
I chuckle as Blair slams her eyes shut, and when I sink deeper, her pussy seizes me with a vise-like grip, cutting my laughter off. “Jesus, you’re so tight. I’m starting to question if that fucker ever serviced your needs.”
