He frowns but nods.
We experimented and fooled around last night. I used the largest plug after Addy had fingered me for a while. Okay, so even the biggest plug isn’t a match for his cock, but it’ll be fine. I know it will.
He lies over me and smears his fingers with lube. I part my legs wide. He kisses me as he teases me, running his fingertip over my arsehole, down my taint, and back up again, over and over, until I’m groaning and writhing beneath him.
“Addy!” I gasp. “Stop teasing me!”
He chuckles and kisses me harder, pushing his finger inside me at the same time. I moan and tighten my grip on him, digging my fingertips into his strong shoulders.
“That feels so good!”
I press my forehead against his shoulder as he kisses and licks my neck. His beard tickles my skin and his finger…oh! His finger is stroking my sweet spot.
“I love you, Addy.”
His lips find mine again. “I love you too.”
I groan as he pushes his finger deeper, and then I start to grind my hips against it. He lets me take control as he kisses and strokes me to keep me relaxed. I’m not sure I could be anything but relaxed. I trust Addy with my heart and my life, so I sure as hell trust him to take care of me as we make love for the first time. My head swims, my heart flutters, and a bubbly laugh spills out of me. Addy gives me a questioning look.
“I’m happy,” I assure him. “Giddy happy.”
“Is that good?”
“Very good. I just realised we’re about to make love.”
He chuckles. “That’s what you asked for.”
“Iknow! But it just dawned on me that we’re going to do it. For thefirsttime.” I laugh again. “It’s exciting and…and…” I lick my lips. “Maybe a little terrifying,” I admit. “But I know it’ll be okay. You’ll take care of me.”
“We’ll take care of each other,” Addy promises.
I beam at him as my heart swells. I’ve ended up with the most perfect man. We go back to kissing as he warms me up, first with one finger, then with two, the combined girth of which is a little slimmer than the widest part of the third training plug. Even so, his fingers leave me feeling nice and full. My cock is hard, and the head is wet with pre-cum. It’s crazy. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine Addy and me doing anything like this, but now that we’re here, about to make love, it’s the most wonderful, perfect thing ever.
“I need you,” I whisper once I’m practically delirious with need.
“Are you sure you’re ready?”
“No,” I admit. “But I still want you to make love to me. Are youready?”
He smiles. “I meant physically rather than emotionally.” He kisses me. “Yes, I’m ready.”
I thrust against his fingers again. “I think I’m as ready as I’m going to be. Physicallyandemotionally.”
He nods and rocks onto his heels before putting plenty of lube all over his cock. He leans over me again, his fingers lacing through mine on either side of my head. He lines the head of his cock up with my arsehole and presses ever so slightly. It’s enough to make me gasp.
He leans down and rubs my nose with his. “Ready?”
I take a breath and nod.
“I love you, Fitz,” he whispers.
His mouth crashes against mine, and he pushes inside me gently and slowly. My lips tear away from his as I press my head against the pillow and arch my back. An odd sound comes out of my mouth.
“Are you okay?”
I pant and nod. “Yeah, it’s just…you’re bigger than I was expecting.”
Bigger than the largest of the training plugs, that’s for sure. And, of course, he doesn’t have a tapered cock, which would be totally weird if he did, but I hadn’t realised until this moment how much the teardrop shape of the anal plugs helps.
