I twist so I can kiss him. “So good,” I agree. I shift position, so I’m half on my back and able to stroke his face and stare into his eyes. “Addy…”
He gives me a sleepy smile. “Yeah?”
“I want…could we…?”
He runs sticky fingers over my hip. “I know we’re close, but I haven’t figured out how to read your mind yet. You might need to spit it out.”
“I want to try anal,” I whisper.
His eyes widen, and he sucks in a breath. “Are you sure?”
I nod. “That was…and it made me…” I scrunch my eyes shut and give up on words. I kiss him instead, showing him how much I love and want him that way. “I preferred your cock between my legs.”
Addy smiles and kisses me softly. “So did I.”
“But that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t want to try making love to you,” I add. “It’s just, tonight, I was more into it when you were thrusting.”
“You like me doing all the hard work?”
I scowl playfully. “It’s not like that.”
“It’s fine,” he promises. “It felt wonderful.”
“Better than frotting?”
He purses his lips. “Different. Not better, just different.”
That about sums it up for me too.
“We should go get a slim dildo or something,” Addy says.
My heart stills.
“What? Haven’t you ever been in a sex shop before?”
“No, I haven’t needed to. Have you?”
“A woman I hooked up with wanted me to wear a cock ring, so I had to go into one to buy it.”
I frown. “A cock ring? Why?”
“So I’d last longer?” Addy shrugs.
“Do you still have it?”
“Somewhere.”
“Couldn’t we order something online?” I ask.
Addy chuckles. “Embarrassed?”
“A little.”
“I think it would be more fun to go shopping together, don’t you?”
He might be right. If I can get over my embarrassment at the idea of going into a sex shop. “When?”
“Before you start baking in the morning? Or we can wait until next weekend. There’s no rush.”
