“Not—not willingly. By the time Luke arrived in the Legion I was strong enough to keep anyone from forcing either of us. Sometimes—sometimes the other Legionnaires would use their mouths or hands to pleasure each other, but it was always just something quick and dirty. If we were caught by the guards, they could getveryinventive with their punishments.”
I shuddered slightly, remembering some of them. I tried to wrap my mind around the concept of receiving pleasure from being fucked.
“Then you don’t know what you’re missing,” he said, grinning at me.
“You… you really receive pleasure from—bottoming?” I stumbled slightly over the unfamiliar word. I’d never heard getting fucked called “bottoming” before I’d met Hel.
“Fuck, yes,” he said, smiling at me. “It’s different than topping, but it can besogood.”
I looked at him dubiously.
“I-I don’t know how to make it good for you,” I admitted. Part of me was embarrassed at being so naive about something Hel took so casually. I wanted to desperately flee this conversation, to make a snide remark, start a fight,something. A larger part of me, though, wanted this relationship with this gentle man. Wanted it so damned much. So I stayed, suffered through my embarrassment and kept my mouth shut.
Hel moved his way back up my body, trailing kisses until we were facing each other again. He brushed a stray lock of hair off my forehead and smiled at me.
“There’s no need to be embarrassed, Kitty Kat. We all learn at some point. I’ll teach you what I like. Just like you’ve been teaching me what you like. We’ll learn together what works best for each other. And,” he paused as he felt me tense slightly. “If you never want to experience penetration, so what? I’m falling in love withyou, Elex Taulos Lapydes, not just a hole in your body. I’m not sure if you’ve realized that ‘love’ part yet, so I figured I better just put that right out there. And I am not going anywhere. You can hiss and scratch and swear all you want. You’re stuck with me, now, and I am soamazinglylucky to have you.”
The smile on his face was so full of joy, I couldn’t help but smile softly back in disbelief. This amazingly strong, gentle, giant of a man had said he was falling in love. Withme.
“I—I’ve never really experienced love before, Hel. Notthiskind of love. But…” I saw the worry in his eyes, so I forced my words through lips that had been trained to hide any vulnerability, any potential weakness. “I want to find out. I want to find out, with you, Helios Asimenios.”
If I thought his smile was bright before, it blinded me now. He kissed me soundly, then grinned.
“Now for the celebratory sex!”
My laugh turned into a moan as he moved back down my body and took my cock into his mouth with one swift movement. His tongue swirled around the head while his fingers gently caressed my balls, rolling them back and forth, gently stroking the soft skin right behind them, but going no further. I don’t think I could have trusted anyone other than Helios to respect my boundaries, but I realized suddenly I reallydidtrust him.
He sucked and licked at my cock like it was some kind of treat, his hands moving up and flicking my nipples, pinching them just enough to make me gasp at the electric sensation.
My heart was pounding in my ears, the pressure in my balls building. I could feel them drawing up, and I gasped as Hel’s mouth popped off my rigid length.
I was still more than a little dazed as Hel rummaged around in his pack and pulled out a vial with some kind of liquid inside.
“Oil,” he said at my unspoken question.
I nodded, my mouth gone dry. I’d never experienced anything except pain from this act, so the thought of doing it to Hel terrified me. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt this man.
He poured some of the oil in his hands, rubbing them together quickly to warm them, then wrapped them around my cock again.
“Goddess!” I gasped. His touch felt insanely good with the oil.
He grinned at me.
“Okay, so this is what we’re going to do. I’m going to get myself good and ready for you with my fingers. Once I’m ready, I’m going to straddle you and lower myself onto you. I want you to be able to see my face and know for certain howverygood this feels to me.”
I nodded mutely, then watched as he poured more oil on his fingers then reached behind himself. I wasprettysure the moan thatescaped his lips as his finger slid inside wasn’t faked, and the thought of what he was doing made me groan.
“I-I want to watch. I want to see how you do it,” I managed to get out.
He grinned at me and turned so I had a glorious view of his ass. His legs were strongly muscled, his ass firm and round. There wasn’t a jiggly bit on my lover anywhere, but I couldn’t keep myself from reaching out and squeezing his cheeks.
“Mmmm…I thought this was supposed to be a tutorial.”
“Sorry, please continue, Instructor Helios.”
He grinned at me, and I watched as he slid first one finger, then two inside his body. I reached out hesitantly, tracing my fingers over the oiled skin of his ass.
“You want to try?” he asked me, looking over his shoulder.
