Oh god. Just the thought made my pulse throb between my legs. “It made it so exciting. Like I had no choice but to feel everything you wanted me to. It made it hotter.”
“Very nice,” Asher murmured. “We’ve definitely got some things to explore when you get past the 101 lessons. What do you imagine me doing to you?”
God, the way he was rolling my nipple made my hips grind in little circles.
“Do you want to feel my cock inside of you?”
“Yes. Eventually. But also… I really want to feel your fingers inside me.” It was hard to admit, but it was true.
Kai chuckled. Unless I was mistaken, Landon did too—a soft sound from across the room that made heat bloom in my chest.
“I can assure you my cock’s bigger than my fingers,” Asher said, and I could hear the smirk in his voice.
“But they’re so long and strong, and all that work you do in the kitchen—you’re just so good with your hands.”
“Like this, you mean?” Ash pinched my nipple, pulling on it, and I groaned deep in my throat.
Kai still had his hand over mine, holding it in place between my legs. He whispered in my ear, “What if Itold you that you could get everything you wanted from us?”
“I’d like that,” I moaned.
But just for a moment, something gave me pause. Because they’d asked what I wanted from Kai and what I wanted from Asher. But there was one more man I wanted something from.
Landon.
He didn’t ask, and neither did they. But I could admit it in the privacy of my mind. With him, I didn’t want fingering and thrusting and playful, dangerous fun. Every time I thought about being with Landon, I didn’t think about it in terms of sex. I thought about it as making love. Because I’d never experienced that either, and I really wanted to. I wanted to know what it felt like to be cherished like that. To have someone look at me the way I imagined Landon would—with tenderness and care and something deeper than just desire.
But he’d made his choice. And I had to respect that, even if it made my heart ache.
Kai’s hand found my index finger, and he pressed it against my slit. It didn’t take much coaxing for me to slide my finger along the moisture there, feeling how wet I was. It was such a turn-on, having these hard, warm male bodies next to me. Their muscles pressing against me, their breathing deepening as they touched me.
“So you want Asher’s fingers, and my cock inside you,” Kai said. “What else are you looking forward to?”
“That first thrust,” I said, my voice breathy. “When you push inside and spread me open. I want to feel full.”
“You will, baby girl.”
I didn’t even mind him saying it this time. It felt affectionate rather than condescending.
“But it might hurt at first,” Kai warned.
“I know.”
“Notjustbecause it’s your first time,” Asher clarified as he moved to my other nipple, giving it the same attention. His cock was hard against my hip—I could feel the bulge and he heat through his jeans. “But because we’re big. My cock is a good eight inches, sometimes longer.”
Kai whispered in my ear, so close his lips brushed against my skin. “And mine’s just as long, but much, much thicker.”
Then he bit my earlobe and spoke even more quietly, so that only I could hear. “And so is Landon’s.”
I squirmed at that, and started touching myself in earnest, my finger moving faster over my clit.
Kai pulled my leg toward him, my knee bending as he draped it across his lap. “Do you like that? Being open for us?”
“Yes,” I breathed.
“Push your finger inside yourself,” Asher said. “Just a little.”
He’d copied Kai’s lead, looping my other leg over hislap. I felt so spread open, with cool air flowing over my heated skin between my legs. But I didn’t have to be self-conscious about it because even though they were touching me, they weren’t staring directly between my legs. That would’ve freaked me out.
