Blissful tremors made me quake, and I had no warning other than the sudden swelling of his erection’s head that he was going to explode. A thick jet of cum hit the back of my throat and I nearly gagged.
Jason roared with it and went back to lapping at my pussy. “Swallow, baby. Swallow it all.”
He didn’t have to tell me. I wanted it. I let his cum coat the inside of my. Thicker and creamier than pre-cum, but with its own musky sweetness.
I drank and drank. It seemed never-ending and a strange euphoria came over me.
Only when his member began to soften did I release it. I rested my head against his lower abdomen, breathing heavily. Jason slowly caressed my legs and butt. His heat waved over my pussy with each of his breaths.
I hadn’t been knotted, but the insistent ache between my legs had greatly eased. Maybe all I had to do was drink an Alpha’s cum. I could keep my virginity and not lose myself to any man. If my heat was different from other Omega’s, why couldn’t the way it was quelled be different?
Perhaps it was nonsense, but I didn’t care. I was a bit light-headed, but I felt good. Really good.
Carefully moving around, I turned my body so that I could kiss Jason. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me against him chest to chest. His face was coated in my juices, but I didn’t care. I kissed him and smiled. “Thank you.”
“No, thank you.” Jason gave me a squeeze. “That was the best damn blow job I ever had.”
A bolt of fury went through me. He’d been with other women? Fuck. Of course he had. Why would I think otherwise? The world went red.
I dug my nails into his arms and gritted my teeth. How dare any other woman touch him? I’d kill them. Rip them apart!
As fast as it came on, it was gone, and I blinked several times. Never once had I ever experienced such intense rage before. Sure, I could get righteously angry about how Omegasare treated or if someone didn’t treat animals kindly, but this was new, and it was something I didn’t want to deal with.
“Lyla?” Jason brushed his fingers over my cheek.
I pushed up and jumped out of my bed. Then, as if suddenly realizing I was naked, I wrapped my arms around myself. “Um, I need a shower. Really need one. Hadn’t had one in a few days. Stinky me!”
Jason rolled onto his side with a sexy languor. “You don’t stink at all, gorgeous. You smell like sex and me.” He smiled, clearly pleased with that fact. “Come back to bed.”
“I really want a shower.” I inched backwards toward my bathroom. Maybe if I put a wall between us, I wouldn’t feel this mighty pull to him.
“Then I’ll come with you.” He sat up and stretched. Those arms, that chest… He was a sexy powerhouse.
“I need space. You stay here. Please.” I darted into the bathroom and shut the door, locking it. Not wanting to hear if he was following, I leapt into the tub and turned on the water. I squealed with the cold spray, but as it warmed, I stood panting under it.
I slept with an Alpha. A very alpha Alpha at that. And I liked it. A lot.
Was this how it started for my mom? Was this what Mariska was going through right now? I saw how she looked at the Alphas of her pack. I could ask…
My phone was somewhere in my bedroom. That would mean I’d have to go back in there and resist Jason.
I mean, I shouldn’t have to resist him. I was only helping myself through my heat. There wasn’t anything wrong with that. I’d enthusiastically told Mariska to do so when she was struggling with it. Boy, was I naive.
My world in the past few years living at Primrose House had become happy and clear. I was on my way to being a greatsuccess with my holiday fashion line. I had no contact with Alphas, and I hadn’t craved it. There was no risk of letting any Alpha muddle my brain so the only thing I could think about was him. Focused and with the support of several wonderful folks including my best friends and housemother, my dreams were coming true.
The suddenness of my heat was a disaster, but I wasn’t going to let it make me into a simpering Omega wanting only to please her Alpha. I was stronger than that.
There was a knock at the bathroom door. If Jason came into the shower with me, we’d get dirty again. But, mm, to suck that big cock of his again and drink his sweet cum…
Stronger, Lyla!
I stuck my head under the spray and drowned out my nympho tendencies as well as the rest of the world.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN - Ozias
“Jason.” I snapped, my muscles tense. “She asked you to give her some space. Let her be.”
My best friend stood naked in front of the bathroom door and shot me a hard look. “I just want to see if she’s okay. Maybe offer to wash her back for her.”
