I huff again and flop down, hearing him chuckle at my petulance. I feel guilty that he’s being so damn sweet. I’m stuck in my head for a minute until his mouth starts sucking on my other foot, wrapping around my big toe. I must’ve zoned out when he moved to my other one, butoh… God…I swear I’m going insane. How in the world does this turn me on so fricking much? I’m writhing in need the harder he sucks and swirls his tongue around. “Eli, oh God.” My pussy is pulsing.
“You wouldn’t happen to like your toes sucked on, would you, baby?” He chuckles, knowing damn well the answer based on my reaction.
He continues up the same way as the other side, ending with my legs stretched out wide. He teases me again, barely missing my coreas he massages my thigh, driving my desire for more. He has nowhere else to go, and I think I’ll finally get what I want when he moves to my damn hand.
I’d be super irritated if it didn’t feel so fricking good. He grazes my breast as he gets higher on my arm, and I’m excited for him to go in that direction, hungry for more, but I should have known better. Instead, he moves to my other hand and repeats the sequence.
“Do you know how fucking sexy you are? This body… Christ. My cock is so hard for you, baby.”
He makes it to the top and straddles me, working my shoulders for a minute before finally lowering his hands and getting to my breasts.Ahhh. This will do for now, especially the part where he’s grinding his dick against my clit. My pelvis is matching his thrust for thrust, and all I want is him inside of me.
“Oh God, Eli. Please. This is torture. In the best way of course,” I quickly add on.
“Patience is a virtue, Cici. Didn’t the God you keep calling out to teach you that?” I can hear the smile in his voice.
“He also gave me humility, and I’m humbly asking you to move on.” At that, he laughs heartily and bends down to kiss me, pinning my hands above my head.
“I love it when you’re feisty. Makes me want to tie you up and fuck it out of you.”
“Yes, please. Just do it quickly so we can get to the good part.”
“If you’re smart, you’ll leave your hands right here, and I’ll get to something good next. I haven’t made it to every inch of you yet, but I’m close. Deal?”
“Fine, but I’m reneging if it takes too long.”
“I better keep going, then.” He devours my mouth while grinding on me, ratcheting my desire right back to where it was moments ago.
“You feel that, Cici? It’s all for you, baby.”
As I’m about to start begging, he moves down my body andstarts peppering my stomach with featherlight kisses, then licking my belly button, trailing his tongue lower. He slides my panties off as he descends further, and at the first flick of my clit, I almost lose it. But he doesn’t continue. Instead, he climbs off the bed, taking my panties with him and removing his boxers. Returning, he spreads my legs further and lowers his head. His tongue slowly glides from bottom to top two times, then begins to lick, kiss, and suck in earnest, making me moan and chant his name, chasing my release.
But he stops and wipes his mouth, rising to bring his head level with mine, kissing me softly.
“Part of tonight was to give you all my love before you leave. And part of it was to make this so damn memorable, I’d be able to hang on to you for as long as possible. I love you, Cici. And I’m about to ask for something I’d never ask of anyone else. You’re on the pill, and we’ve been exclusive for months. No condom, baby, skin to skin—share this with me. One last memory that I’ll cherish forever. Will you let me make love to you with no barrier between us?”
Neither of us has ever had sex without a condom before. We’ve talked about it, and he knows this is a big ask. Hell, this is a big decision. It’s more than unprotected sex; it’s intimate… special. It’s between two people in love. He loves me—I know that. And while I love him, hedoesn’tknow that. Could this be how I show him without saying the words? Will he understand what it means? He might not… but I will. Maybe this would help me be at peace with my decision. And if not, at least I’ll have shown him how I feel in this way.
“Yes,” I say through the tears threatening to break free.
He sighs in relief and smiles. “Thank you. You’re giving me a gift I’ll never forget.” He leans in with a kiss that shows just how grateful he is.
Reaching down, he grabs his length, rubbing it up and down my slit. “Oh fuck. You have no idea how incredible this feels. You’re so slick, and feeling you with no condom between us is like heaven.”He lines up and slowly presses forward, groaning as he slides all the way until our bodies are flush, then pauses.
“If I thought that was incredible, it’s nothing compared to being inside you. Fuck, Cici, this is the best thing ever. It’s like I’m home. Tell me you feel it.”
“Yes. It’s….” He starts moving, and I lose the ability to speak. “Aaaah.”It feels right.
“Thank you for this.” He kisses me and begins to rock his hips back and forth.
I’m truly wrecked. The experience is surreal, and I’m glad it’s Eli I’m sharing this first with.
He continues in and out slowly while we stare into each other’s eyes, cherishing the moment.
“Damn, Cici. I never want this to be over. I can’t give you up.”
“Eli, don’t say that.”
“I’m sorry. You’re right. Fuck, I’m sorry.” He pauses and buries his head between my neck and shoulder. “Just give me a second.”
