Gabe returned, face damp, fatigue stamped across every line of him.He looked at me, waiting for my decision even though I’d made it days ago.
“Together,” I said.Same word I’d given him in the church.Same promise.
“Together,” he answered, and the word felt like armor we were putting on instead of taking off.
The night stretched in front of us—our last night before everything changed again.I knew I wouldn’t sleep.I’d sit beside the gun and listen to trucks roar past on the highway and wait for dawn.
But I wasn’t afraid.
Determination had replaced fear.Love had replaced hatred.Survival had replaced the girl who didn’t understand violence.
We’d run in the morning.We’d keep running until someone stopped us or we outran every ghost chasing us.
For now I held the gun, watched headlights carve the ceiling, and kept my eyes open.
Because tomorrow, the world would come for us.
And tomorrow, we’d be ready.
Dawn pressed through the motel curtains in a dull gray sheet, the kind of light that didn’t brighten anything so much as reveal the dirt no one bothered cleaning.I’d been awake long before morning arrived, stretched across the bed fully dressed, watching Gabe sleep in the chair where exhaustion had finally dragged him under somewhere around three.His face looked younger in sleep, stripped of the vigilance and brutality that clung to him when he moved through the world.I memorized the map of him the way a drowning person memorizes the surface—scar along his chin, sharp jaw, the tiny hitch in his breath every few minutes, like even unconscious he expected danger.
He came awake fast when the light strengthened, eyes snapping open without hesitation.No soft drift into awareness, no confusion—just instant alertness from years of training that had punished hesitation.His gaze swept the room before landing on me, and the change in his shoulders told me he’d recognized safety faster than he’d admit out loud.
“You didn’t sleep,” he said.Not a question.
“Wouldn’t have mattered if I tried.”I sat up slowly, joints stiff from holding tension hour after hour.“My head wouldn’t shut up.”
He nodded once, expression tight with understanding, then pushed to his feet.His movement pulled at the wounds along his ribs, tension flickering through his jaw before he forced it away.He opened the backpack and laid the forged identities out on the bed in two distinct stacks, every placement precise, like he’d built this instead of destroyed things for a living.The overhead light from the bathroom was harsh and clinical, turning the documents severe against the faded floral bedspread.
“These are yours.”He motioned toward the stack on the left without touching it, like his hands didn’t deserve to handle something offering freedom.“Primary identity: Sarah Mitchell.Full background.Credit history.Everything needed to start over clean.There are backups—Jennifer Walsh and Emma Rodriguez.Separate states.Separate job histories.Disconnected enough that anyone tracing one would never find the others.”A pause stretched before he continued, voice quieter.“Accounts in each name.Enough money to live comfortably without drawing attention.You could go back to school.Build a whole life untouched by any of this.”
The pile didn’t feel like paper.It felt like a doorway—one that opened onto a future where fear didn’t orbit every hour.I could vanish into those identities and never have to see violence again, never have to run, never have to live in rooms where I slept with a gun in reach.I could become someone safe.
Gabe tapped the second pile.“These are for both of us.Marcus and Sarah Chen.Married two years.”The details that followed came soft, like he already knew how dangerous hope could be.“Matching credit histories.Joint accounts.Shared financial footprint.Enough to hold up during questioning, enough to pass border checks.”
The difference between the piles was obvious.Choosing the left gave me more escape routes, more chances to survive.Choosing the right meant cutting those odds in half and tying my fate to his.Both options sat between us, heavier than any weapon.
He stepped back then, distancing himself from the choice.His face emptied of expression the way it did right before violence—removing emotion before it could be used against him.But his shoulders gave him away, muscles too tense for true neutrality.He expected me to walk toward safety.Expected me to leave him behind.Expected that losing me would be the price for giving me freedom.
I stared at the left pile first.Sarah Mitchell gazed out from the passport photo, my features softened into anonymity.A face designed to vanish.A woman who would grieve privately in a city that didn’t know her name.Someone who would pretend none of this ever happened because surviving meant erasing the truth.
Then I looked at the right pile.A fabricated marriage certificate.Joint tax history.Two names on everything.Two people risking everything because survival meant clinging to each other no matter how impossible or irrational that choice looked from the outside.
A week ago I would have taken the left identities without hesitation.The girl I’d been then believed in a clean divide between good and evil.Believed killers were monsters, and monsters deserved to be alone.Believed love belonged to people who made the right choices, not the catastrophic ones.
Then I’d killed a man who tried to take Gabe from me.I hadn’t panicked afterward.I hadn’t fallen apart.I’d stood over a body and known I would do it again if it meant he lived.The world had forced me to choose sides, and the side I chose wasn’t morality—it was him.
My hand moved across the bed.Not toward the left pile and the offered safety.Toward the smaller one that carried every danger and every consequence and every truth I couldn’t deny.I picked up the Marcus and Sarah Chen identities and held them to my chest.
“Together,” I said, my voice steady and final.“We run together.”
The shift in Gabe’s face happened slowly and all at once—like a glacier cracking.Relief slammed through him hard enough to leave him breathless.His composure tore open and something raw came pouring out—fear giving way to belief, belief giving way to hope, hope giving way to something that almost looked like joy.He reached for me, stopped, reached again, and then he pulled me into him with a gentleness that didn’t match the strength of his grip.
“You could have been free,” he murmured into my hair.“You could have lived without running from my past.”
“I don’t want a life defined by what I’m avoiding.”I pulled back enough to see him clearly.“I want a life defined by what I’m choosing.”
He stared like he didn’t know how to absorb that someone would choose him.Not by accident.Not by circumstance.By decision.
