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I keep going because hell, if I stop now I’ll chicken out.

“I’ve been on my own a long time. Even when Tiffany lived here, she was grown, in and out, living her own life. I didn’t share space. Didn’t want to. Didn’t need to.”

Holley sets her fork down, watching me carefully.

“And now,” I admit, “you’re here. Your toothbrush is in my bathroom. Your bag is on my dresser. Your hum is in my walls. And I don’t hate it.”

Her lips soften. “That’s… good?”

“Yeah,” I say roughly. “That’s what scares me.”

She leans closer, hand brushing mine. “Tony, wanting someone in your space doesn’t make you weak.”

“It does to men like me,” I say. “Or it used to.”

She squeezes my fingers once, light, like she’s offering a rope but letting me choose if I grab it.

“Well,” she murmurs, “maybe men like you deserve something soft too.”

I swallow hard.

Before I can answer, someone knocks.

Hard.

I already know who it is.

Smoke.

He doesn’t bother waiting for permission. He jogs in like he owns the place, tosses his keys onto my counter, and reaches for a cup.

Holley stands, already moving to help. “Tiff said you like yours black?—”

“Sweetheart,” Smoke says, holding up a hand, “I’m capable of pouring my own damn coffee.”

I glare at him. “Then pour it and leave.”

He smirks. “Jealous, old man?”

“Not old. Not jealous.”

Holley bites back a smile.

Smoke strolls over to the table with his cup. “Tiff says you two are playing house.”

“We are not playing anything,” I growl.

Holley goes very still beside me.

Smoke tilts his head. “Look, it’s not my business?—”

“Good,” I interrupt. “Then stop making it your business.”

“But you look happy,” he finishes.

I freeze.

Holley glances at me.