A quick flip of my wrist, and the red once again surrounded me in a luxurious circle.
“Lean forward,” Kieran said from behind me, “chest to chest, with only the thin silk between you. Feel free to caress each other at will.”
I sank the rest of the way onto him and had to resist riding him like a cowgirl. Damn, his cock wasfine. Leaning forward engaged my clit even more, and I wassofull of cock. He stretched me beautifully, and I wanted to luxuriate in the feeling.
My head landed on Ajax’s lower chest. We wouldn’t be able to kiss, but this was comfortable enough. I scented the oil mix we use for lube and assumed Kieran had opened the jar. I wondered how much I’d get. When he merely covered his own rod in it, without so much as touching me, I knew what I was in for. Plus, I hadn’t been used back there in about two months. It would’ve hurt even if he’d prepared me. Like this? It would be brutal.
I can enjoy pain when I’m with a stronger vampire, though it had taken centuries to learn. My father was a powerful general, and he arranged my human marriage with an up-and-comingmilitary man who wouldn’t dare go against my father for any reason. My husband was beyond gentle with me, lest I complain to my father about him being rough. I never experienced sexual pain as a human.
And then I was made vampire, andeverythingchanged. I was taught to enjoy sexual torture. No, I was forced to enjoy it, which is completely different.
Over the centuries, as I gained power and had more choices, I found pleasure in certain kinds of pain.
This, the equivalent of anal rape — no preparation, no say in the matter, no way to stop things if they aren’t to my liking — can give me some of my most explosive orgasms.
And if someone else is holding me and helping me through the pain? The effect is even greater. Kieran knew this, so while it might seem cruel, he was giving me the release I needed. Plus, he was setting up how things would work with the three of us. I got it.
I rubbed Ajax’s arm and lifted it towards me. “Hold me. I’ll be fine. Just hold me and find your own pleasure.”
“Not too much pleasure,” Kieran said from behind me. “Neither of you will orgasm until I say you can.”
He wiped his hands clean, moved in behind me, lifted my gown to my hips, lined his cock so it touched my back entry, and pressed in. Vampires control our heartbeats, but an adrenaline dump will make them beat, since it’s important the adrenaline — or whatever it is once we’re vampires — is spread through our body. I can usually keep the fight-or-flight response down, but it takes effort. My body wanted to engage, but I breathed through it and managed to keep it from releasing.
Kieran didn’t slam in all at once. No, he did it in two motions — halfway, and then balls deep. Those two seconds in between didn’t help, though. Quite the opposite, because my ass contracted tighter during that time, so the latter part hurtever so much more. Kieran knows how to inflict the maximum amount of pain with the least amount of effort.
And I gave him the scream he wanted. I’m capable of remaining silent, but I know what my screams do to him, so I let mine fill the room and echo back.
Ajax was conflicted below me. He was enjoying his cock inside me, especially with Kieran in my ass, making me contract and relax around both cocks inside me as I tried to deal with being so fuckingfull. And yet, he sensed my pain, and he felt guilty for enjoying it. I adored him for it, but I’d have to get him past that. Later, though. There wasn’t time to do it right then.
Kieran fucked me hard and fast, moving me around on Ajax until I needed to orgasm and had to curl my toes and wiggle them to keep from it. Ajax had been trained in orgasm control, but he was also having trouble holding on.
And yet, no matter how much pleasure he was getting from my pussy squeezing around his dick, he held me and comforted me through it. His strong arms were an anchor in the storm Kieran created behind me, his cock slamming into my backside, opening me, spreading me, crashing waves of violence and pleasure through my insides.
When I was so close to an orgasm I justknewI wasn’t going to be able to hold it, Kieran ordered Ajax to bend his legs and fuck me from below, and suddenly, both men were moving inside me. Hard. Fast. Without mercy.
I had the sense Kieran was giving Ajax orders telepathically, but I couldn’t use the brainpower to think it through. I was on a cliff. At the top of a mountain of pleasure. Vampires don’t have to breathe, and I wasn’t. I didn’t move a muscle, I merely let the men have their way with me until Kieranfinallytold me to come, and then my body exploded into pyrotechnics and nothing existed except the release.
All-encompassing pleasure.
Now, I writhed and screamed from pure ecstasy. I breathed enough to scream again. And again. My body couldn’t move enough to release the energy. The pleasure. The bliss.
I remember Kieran giving Ajax permission to orgasm, and then I received his energy. His life force. I’d get more when I fed from him, but the act of orgasm transfers some even without the bite.
Kieran opened us up, so he and I were both bathed in hot, spicy werewolf energy together, and I realizedthiswas what our marriage was missing. It’d been too long since we’d truly shared someone.
I collapsed onto Ajax without moving off his dick. My insides contracted and released a few more times, and I felt him jerk inside me.
“Husband. Come lie with us.” My voice was a little weak, and I pulled more air in so I’d sound stronger. “I need you both to hold me.”
“Are we feeling a might bossy?”
I love hearing his Irish accent, and I couldn’t help my smile. “No power exchange now. Sex is over. Get your ass up here and hold us.”
He chuckled and made his way up the bed to us. “Yes, Ma’am. I’ve missed sharing that with you. Remind me to send Abbott a nice thank you note for our Christmas gift. It was most thoughtful.”
I looked inside the mind of the large man I was draped across, and he didn’t mind being talked about as a gift. Still, we should probably stop referring to him as chattel, at least with him in the room.
Kieran and I have gone back and forth in power so much, the one in charge rarely pulls rank outside of sex. It’s about mutual respect. Our vampire powers require it for sex, but we try to rise above our base instincts the rest of the time. I sensed confusionfrom Ajax when Kieran called me Ma’am, so I told him, “We’ve been married centuries, Ajax. There’s a lot of give and take between us. It may take some time to figure out exactly how you fit, but we’ll get there.”
