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I shake my head, panic rising. “I said no. Please.”

His eyes darken, and suddenly, he’s angry — like I just ruined his whole night. I’m scrambling, searching for my purse and get out of the car.

“I’m leaving,” I say, voice shaking.

He laughs, but it’s not a joking sound. I shove the door open and step out, the cold night air hitting me hard. My heart races as I lock the door behind me.

This isn’t how I wanted the night to end. I just want to disappear into the store, pretend none of this happened.

But I can still feel his eyes on me — and it's freaking me out.

I thought a few dates would take my mind off Elijah. That maybe, if I tried hard enough, I’d forget how much space he takes up in my heart. But the truth is — all night long, all I thought about was him.

Every time Henry opened his mouth, I imagined how Elijah would never talk to me like that. He wouldn’t ramble on about exes or make me feel small. I don’t even know much about his past relationships, but I know he’d never make me feel like an obligation.

And when Henry leaned in to kiss me, I didn’t just pull back — I panicked. It felt like cheating. Like I was betraying someone I hadn’t even committed to yet. Because Elijah would never force me, never corner me like that.

And right now, the only thing I want is to see him, to hug him, and maybe… finally say yes. That I do want something more. Even if the thought of him breaking my heart still paralyzes me.

I dig through my purse, trying to find my phone.

My hands are trembling. I keep thinking I hear something outside — maybe just the wind, maybe not. Then I feel it — a presence at the door.

My breath catches.

There’s a silhouette just beyond the glass, but the light in the entryway is off. I can’t make out who it is.

My pulse spikes as I walk quickly to the counter to flip the switch. If it’s Elijah, he’d say something. He knows how easily I spook. I fumble for the right switch and flip it—light floods the entryway.

But the figure is gone.

I stumble back, heart in my throat, and finally grab my phone. I don’t think, I just scroll to his name and call.

Two rings.

“Ava?” Elijah’s voice is immediate, concerned.

“Is everything okay?”

I try to answer, but nothing comes out. The silence stretches for a second too long.

“Ava, baby girl,” he says again, his voice edging toward panic. “Where are you?”

“At the store,” I whisper, just as a loud bang hits one of the front windows.

I scream.

“Ava!!” he yells through the phone. “I’m coming, baby, don’t hang up on me!”

I nod even though he can’t see me. My body is shaking so hard, I can barely hold the phone. Minutes stretch like hours until I hear him.

Knocking.

“Ava, it’s me! Let me in!” he calls through the door.

I rush forward but can’t get my hands to work.

The keys slip in my grip. I can see him through the glass — eyes locked on mine, concern etched in every line of his face.