“Have I embarrassed you?” she asks softly. Not wanting to lie, or stretch the truth in any way, I nod. “I’m sorry. That wasn’t my intention.”
“I know. I told you I’m confident in bed, but hearing you agree with me, kind of makes me feel skanky.” My answer makes Audrey cackle, which lessens the feeling of embarrassment.
“And here I am, worried that my experience is so small compared to yours, and you’re thinking you’re a skank!” she says with a giggle. “Aren’t we a pair. But in all honesty, does it bother you that I have virtually no experience?”
“No, of course not,” I answer honestly.
“It doesn’t bother me that youdohave experience, Jamie. Neither one of us should be blamed for what we’ve done before we met. I’m really only concerned with what we’re doing right now.”
“I already know you’re going to be the best I’ve ever had,” I admit.
A soft smile graces her face. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“Me too,” she says quietly, then laughs. “And a full disclaimer: that’s not just the orgasm stupor talking. I thought that beforehand.”
I chuckle, then stand up. “Do you remember that talk we had about things we like and dislike about sex?”
She nods, her smile widening. “You need to brush your teeth.”
“Yeah. And mouthwash. I really need to kiss you after this.”
“Hurry up, then.” Grinning, I jog into my en suite, quickly brushing and swishing mouthwash. When I walk back into the bedroom, Audrey sits up, leaning back on her elbows, waiting for me. “Lose the pants, QB.”
“Yes, ma’am,” I murmur, pulling my joggers off. “Think you could help me with the rest?”
Audrey beckons me forward with a crook of her finger, and my dick twitches in response. Only a small section of her hair still sits in her bun, while the rest falls in glorious waves around her shoulders. I can’t wait to see how spectacular she looks when I’m done fucking her.
Her hands find the waistband of my boxer briefs, and I hold my breath as one finger traces my bulge. She watches, entranced, as my cock twitches again, then slowly pulls down on the waist band. I can’t take my eyes off of her. She licks her lips as my cock comes into view, and I see what she wants to do ahalf-second before she does it. Reaching out, I trap her chin in my hand. “No, baby. Not this time.”
“But I want to repay the favor,” she says with a pout.
“Another time. Right now, I need to be inside you. I’ve been dreaming about this for two months, and if you put your mouth on me, I’ll come. I’m an old man. My rebound isn’t as quick as it used to be.”
“You’re only a year older than me,” she retorts. I swallow the laugh bubbling at the surface. Audrey looks genuinely pissed that I won’t let her suck my cock.
“I’m holding on by a string, Aud. I need you. Right now, I’m the impatient one. I’m not willing to wait even an hour to have you. Please.”
I’m trembling with a mixture of adrenaline and arousal. I need this woman in the most biblical sense there is. I know with every fiber of my being that this is the last first time I’ll ever have, and I can’t wait one more minute to bury myself inside of her.
“God, you’re so sexy, Jamie,” she pants as she grabs my head and pulls me toward her. Our lips crash together in passion, and I groan as I fall against her, my cock fitting between her legs perfectly. The heat from her core feels so fucking perfect. I’m two seconds away from sliding inside her, when I have a reality check.
“Wait. Condom,” I rasp, sitting up to grab the brand new box of condoms I placed in my nightstand. Audrey doesn’t speak, she just watches as I open the box, and rip an individual pouch out. She wordlessly takes the pouch out of my hands, tearing it open with her teeth.
“Which way does it go?” she whispers, shocking me. Her eyes are training on the latex as she slowly twirls it between her fingers.
“You’ve never put one on?”
“No. They’ve always unnerved me. But you make me feel …” she trails off.
“What?” I whisper, encouraging her to continue.
Her eyes flick to mine. “You make me feel confident, and I know I can trust you. You won’t make me feel stupid when I ask questions.”
Emotion clogs my throat. I fucking hate that people in her life have made her feel inept. Audrey is the smartest person I know. She’s beautiful, compassionate, talented, and such a genuine human being. I’m stunned that people in her life don’t recognize that. Clearing my throat, I take the condom from her hands. “I’ll never make you feel stupid. You can tell which way the condom goes by how it rolls on.”
Taking her hand, I cover it with mine. We place the condom on my cock together, rolling it down. Somehow, the moment is pure, erotic, and emotional. Knowing Audrey trusts me like this is incredibly poignant.
