Alexei squeezed his hand. “I really do.”
Jay beamed at him briefly before leaning forward abruptly. “Jamie and Lucien slept in a tent!” he yelled, just because he could. He hadn’t said that part out loud yet, he was pretty sure.
Alexei laughed lightly. “They did.”
Jay sat back again, satisfied he’d said all he needed to. His happiness was like a bright bubble in his chest, so hard to contain. So he soothed himself by spending the next few miles just staring at Alexei, whose pretty hair had dried from their last swim and was back up in its bun. He looked just as handsome in the car as he had at their campsite. Jay supposed he just looked equally handsome everywhere.
Eventually, he couldn’t keep quiet anymore. “This is what it’s going to be like when we’re all living together, isn’t it? Once we time out of Hyde Park?”
“I think we might all be in houses, sweetheart. Not tents.”
“Yes, but we’ll betogether,” Jay insisted. “All of us in one place.”
“We will.”
Jay bit at his lip. “And that’s okay with you?” he asked hesitantly.
Alexei tore his gaze from the road, looking surprised by the question. “Of course it is.”
“You’d be happy with just me, though, wouldn’t you?” Jay pressed.
Alexei shrugged, turning his focus back to the highway. “I’m easy. You exist, I’m happy.”
That sent a warm, fuzzy swirl going in Jay’s belly. Because that was probably true, wasn’t it? Alexei liked Jay’s friends, sure—he got along with everyone, even Roman in one of his cranky moods—but he didn’t need them the way Jay did.
And yet he did everything in his power to make sure Jay got as much of them as he wanted. When Jay had picked a date for the family camping trip, Alexei had helped him research RVs and shop for extra tents. He’d listened as Jay plotted out activities. He’d soothed his anxieties that people (aka Soren) would be bored.
“I love you so much,” Jay told him solemnly, gripping his hand tightly. “More than anyone in the whole wide world.”
“I love you too, sweetheart.”
“And I don’t think Eric is nearly as handsome as you. Or as nice. And you’re also the best at making me come quietly in the wilderness when we’re being private andnothaving orgies.”
To be fair, Alexei was the only one who had made him comeever, but Jay still had a feeling he was the best at it.
Alexei coughed a bit at that last statement, and Jay shifted in his seat, peering at him closely. “Did you like holding your hand over my mouth while you rubbed us off together?” he asked innocently. Well, sort of innocently. Jay had learned long ago that Alexei really liked when he talked about the things they did together. Which was great because Jay loved talking. Especially about sexy stuff.
He turned in his seat to face Alexei as fully as he could. “Have you ever heard of road head?” he asked.
There was a softly murmured “Jesus,” and then Alexei was turning onto a dirt road, driving down a bit before pulling off tothe side. He leaned back in his seat, giving Jay a heated look. “You’re a menace, kitten.”
Jay pouted as Alexei set the brake. “You have to be driving for it to count, I think.”
Alexei laughed, turning off the vehicle. “I’m not crashing the RV while you use your wicked mouth on me, kitten.”
“My mouth isn’t wicked. It’s sweet. You always say so.”
“It’s wicked just how sweet it is.”
“Oh.” Jay kind of liked that. “Okay, that’s nice. Can I use it to suck you off now?”
“You’re sure you don’t want to wait for me to fuck you at home, sweetheart?”
Jay hesitated for just a second. He did love to be filled by Alexei. And usually it would be Alexei taking him apart, letting Jay lie back and enjoy it. But Jay was fully energized from all the good camping vibes, and he still remembered the squirmy feeling he’d gotten listening to Soren push Gabe around in the RV. He didn’t know about pushing Alexei around, exactly, but he knew how to make him feel good.
“I want to give you stationary road head,” he said definitively.
Alexei let out a harsh breath before pulling his shorts down, revealing his hardening cock. “As you wish, sweetheart.”
