I stopped him before he could just shove his fingers into his hole, pinning his arms to the bed. He was gonna hurt himself like that.
He didn’t like that, started snarling and snapping at me, but in the next moment he was tipping his head back and screaming, the tendons in his throat taut, his back arching, and then he fell limp to the bed.
“Cain,” he cried, tears spilling down the side of his face. “Please. Please please please please please, I need you. I really need you, I need you, Cain—” He choked on a sob, and my heart couldn’t fucking take this.
“Okay. It’s okay, Bow, you can have me. But I have to…I have to get you ready first.”
He sobbed in relief, squeezing his eyes shut, more tears streaming down his face. He nodded and whimpered, letting me turn him onto his stomach. He was instantly grinding down into the bed as he panted and moaned.
I pulled the drawer to the night table open and brought the glass jar to the bed, setting it beside him.
I hoped, for his sake, the storm passed quickly.
Chapter 17
Bowen
“Shh, shh. It’s okay, I’m gonna help you,” Cain murmured, positioning me facedown with his hand on the nape of my neck. He slid his hand down my back, curving it over my ass, then wrapped it around my hip and dragged me down the bed a few inches. “Come here. I’m gonna give it to you, just be patient.”
I pressed my face into the bed and squeezed the blanket when his hand palmed my ass, and I wanted to scream when it disappeared. I growled and bit down on the covers, irritation burning through me. I writhed in his grip, trying to break free, to get to what I wanted, to get what he was keeping from me. I couldn’t get free, though, and that only made me even harder. Heat coiled at the base of my spine, pulsing through my groin, and when his wet fingers found my hole and started rubbing around the rim, I groaned in relief.
“There. See? I’m coming, baby. Just gotta get you ready, and then you can do whatever you want.”
I pushed back into his finger, needing more, needing him to slide it inside me, to reach that spot?—
“Unnngh,” I moaned as his finger slipped past my rim. I clenched around him, moving my hips, trying to get more.
He gave me more, pulling out so he could insert two fingers. The oil was slick and cool, but his fingers were so warm, and they made squelching sounds as he thrust in and out, faster and faster.
I rocked back into his thrusts, moaning when he spread his fingers open. And then he rubbed over that spot, and my entire body seized up and I stopped breathing as the most mind-numbing ecstasy sparked through me.
“There,” I gasped. “There. Right there. Right the?—”
He hummed, and I felt him move over me, that giant body blocking out the light. He slid his fingers over that spot again, and I choked on a sob as he did it again and again, and when I felt his tongue on my back, I fell over the edge and wailed as I came.
But it wasn’t enough.
It was never enough.
“Cain.”
“Yeah, Bow, I got you. I know.”
He picked me up and lay down on his back, then settled me on his lap. I braced my hands on his broad chest, kneading the hard muscle. My ass was still slick with oil, and I rubbed it over his hard length, sliding it through my crease with a moan. It glided along my sensitive rim and sent sparks of pleasure flaring through me.
I liked it when he held me down. I liked it when he forced me to submit, even if it was just for preparing me.
The only time I ever wanted to be restrained now was by this man, with those big, gentle hands holding me down for the purpose of helping me.
But even more than that, I loved that he was going to let me do whatever I wanted to him. That he was letting me be in control.
“Show me who I belong to, Bow.”
“Me,” I growled, leaning down and grabbing his face, taking his fat bottom lip between my teeth.
He slid his hand down my back and laughed. “Yeah, you. But I want you toshowme. Show me who I was made for.”
I bit along his jaw, down his neck, sucking at the sensitive skin. “Me.” I licked a line up his throat to his ear, then sucked his lobe into my mouth. He groaned and put his hands on my ass, pressing me down into his cock.
