She silenced the phone without answering.She'd have to give her father an answer soon, but not right now.Not when the morning felt so perfectly balanced between peace and possibility.
Kari took another sip of tea, surveying the changes she'd made to the property over the past months.The garden had flourished under her care, the raised beds her mother had once tended now vibrant with a mixture of traditional plants and hardy desert flowers.The house itself had undergone subtler transformations.Her mother's furniture remained, but Kari had rearranged it to suit her own preferences.The walls, once covered with Anna Chee's research materials and family photographs, now included some of Kari's own images—black and white photographs she'd taken during her years in Phoenix, capturing urban landscapes and desert vistas with the same attentive eye she now turned to crime scenes.
The past two months had settled into a rhythm that felt surprisingly comfortable.After the intensity of the Sleeping Dog Mine case, after confronting a killer who had orchestrated murders as part of a decades-long mission, the ordinary crimes of a small community felt almost reassuring in their simplicity.
Domestic disputes that escalated too far.Thefts triggered by desperation or opportunity.The familiar patterns of human frailty rather than ritualistic arrangements borne of revenge.
Kari stretched, feeling the pleasant pull of muscles still warm from her pre-dawn run.Five miles every morning, regardless of weather or workload, remained her most consistent ritual.It was a discipline she'd maintained since her days at the police academy, one that cleared her mind and prepared her body for whatever the day might bring.
Today promised quiet preparation for tomorrow's healing ceremony—helping Ruth gather and prepare the necessary herbs, an opportunity for Kari to deepen her understanding of traditional practices she had once deliberately avoided.In the aftermath of both the skinwalker case and the uranium mine investigation, Kari had found herself increasingly drawn to the knowledge Ruth carried—no longer dismissing it as superstition but recognizing it as a different form of wisdom that had its own validity.
The sun had fully crested the horizon by the time Kari finished her tea and headed inside to shower and change.She needed to pick up Ruth by nine, giving them the full day to gather the specific plants required for the ceremony.Her grandmother had been explicitly clear about which ones needed to be harvested at specific times of day, under particular conditions.The precision of these requirements reminded Kari of forensic protocols—the meticulous attention to detail that ensured evidence maintained its integrity.
Perhaps science and traditional knowledge weren't as far apart as she had once believed.
She dressed in jeans, a light cotton shirt, and comfortable hiking boots—appropriate for a day spent harvesting plants in remote areas.The July heat would be intense by mid-morning, so layers were essential.As she braided her still-damp hair, Kari studied her reflection in the bathroom mirror, noting the subtle changes in her face since returning to the reservation.
The tension that had once permanently resided around her eyes had softened.The defensive set of her jaw had relaxed.At thirty-four, she wore her mixed heritage in every feature: her father's height and her mother's cheekbones, skin a shade lighter than most full-blooded Navajo but darker than her father's Anglo paleness.She no longer felt caught between worlds but had begun to recognize that straddling both gave her a unique perspective—an ability to translate between different ways of knowing that served her well both personally and professionally.
Pulling into Ruth's driveway an hour later, Kari found her grandmother already waiting on the porch, surrounded by an assortment of small baskets and cloth bags.At seventy-eight, Ruth Chee moved with the deliberate economy of someone who knew precisely how much energy each task required and allocated it accordingly.Her silver hair was braided and wrapped at the nape of her neck, her dark eyes sharp as they surveyed Kari's approach.
"You're early," Ruth observed as Kari climbed the porch steps.No greeting, just the straightforward acknowledgment of a fact.Ruth had never wasted words on unnecessary pleasantries.
"I thought you might need help carrying everything," Kari replied, gesturing to the collection of harvesting tools.
Ruth made a small sound that might have been amusement."I carried these before you were born, Asdza´a´ K'os.I'll carry them after you return to your running and your cases."
The mild rebuke carried no real sting.It was simply Ruth's way—reminding Kari that while her assistance was appreciated, it wasn't necessary.Ruth had maintained her independence through decades of challenges that would have defeated many others.A collection of gathering baskets posed no significant burden.
"The sage must be gathered before the sun reaches its highest point," Ruth continued, handing Kari a woven basket lined with cotton cloth."The juniper and cedar after.There is an order to these things that must be respected."
Kari nodded, helping load the various containers into her Jeep."You mentioned a special type of sage for this ceremony.Is it different from what we gathered last month?"
Ruth settled into the passenger seat with a small grunt of effort."Different purpose, different medicine.The healing tomorrow is for Alan Zuni.His sickness comes from something old."
"Cancer?"Kari asked, starting the engine.
Ruth gave her a look that managed to convey both patience and exasperation."The doctors have their name for it.I have mine.Both can be true at once."
This was familiar territory.Ruth had never rejected modern medicine—she had accompanied many community members to hospitals and clinics over the decades.But she maintained that Western diagnoses addressed only physical manifestations, not the root imbalances that created disease.
"His family asked for both kinds of help," Ruth continued as they turned onto the main road."Doctors for his body.Ceremony for his spirit.A wise choice."
They drove in comfortable silence for several miles, Ruth occasionally directing Kari toward unmarked turnoffs that led deep into areas where traditional plants grew undisturbed by development.The landscape shifted from the scattered settlements near the main road to increasingly remote terrain—mesas rising in the distance, juniper and piñon pine dotting the red earth.
At the third such turnoff, Ruth pointed toward a distant ridge."There.The sage we need grows where the red stone meets the white."
Kari followed the invisible path that seemed obvious to Ruth but required focused attention from her.As they hiked toward the ridge, Ruth began sharing knowledge that Kari had once actively avoided during childhood visits.
"This sage remembers drought," Ruth explained, indicating a particular variety with silvery-green leaves."It knows how to find water when other plants surrender.That makes it strong medicine for those whose spirits have begun to give up."
"How do you know which plants work for which conditions?"Kari asked, genuinely curious, where once she might have been skeptical."Is it properties in the plants themselves, or something more...spiritual?"
Ruth considered the question with unexpected seriousness."Both.The old ones watched what animals ate when they were sick.They observed which plants survived when others died.They tested and remembered and passed down what they learned."She knelt beside a particularly robust sage plant."But they also listened to what the plants themselves had to teach.That part," she added with a sideways glance at Kari, "requires quieting the doubting mind."
"Like meditation?"Kari suggested, kneeling beside her grandmother.
"If that word helps you understand, use it," Ruth replied."Though I would say it's more like remembering how to hear what we've forgotten we know."
