“What do you mean?”
“I can’t imagine you’ll like the loss of control it brings.”
“I would if it’s with you.”
“So, you think you’d enjoy being at my mercy,” he chuckled, caressing the skin of my shoulder with one finger.
“I think so. Would you like it? With me being so inexperienced?”
He exhaled noisily. “Hell yeah, the fact that you're so innocent is what makes it even hotter. I’ve wanted to ruin you ever since you came to live with us, Harper. But we don’t need to rush things. We have all the time in the world.”
I grinned, “There’s a song in there somewhere.” We both loved James Bond movies.
“Anyway, I’m no longer a virgin now, and so you won’t need to be as careful with me next time.”
Nix drew my hand to his mouth to place a kiss there. “Don’t do that.”
“Do what?” I said innocently.
“Put yourself in my hands so freely.”
“Why not?”
He groaned and released me, closing his eyes and pushing his hands beneath his head. “Because you’re driving me wild, and you should let your body rest for tonight. I have a list of depraved things I want to do to you, but all in good time.”
I pouted. “What if I want more now?”
He turned and glanced at me with one eye open. “Fuck me, I’ve created a monster.”
Phoenix then sat up and shifted his legs off the bed. I could hear him removing the condom and closed my eyes, waiting for round two.
Once he had dealt with the rubber, he turned back to face me. “You’re mine now, Harper, you get that, don’t you? Your body, heart, and soul belong to me now, and I will touch you when and how I want. Are you sure you're ready for that?” Nix then moved away to fetch something.
I knew he would be a demanding lover, and I was more than ready for him to teach me everything he knew about sex. The drawer of his dresser opened, and my excitement went up a notch.
“I can’t wait,” I called over with a cocky smile.
And he needed no further encouragement as Phoenix came back onto the bed, rolling me beneath him, his huge body moving over mine again.
“You’re the first virgin I’ve been with, you know.”
“So, this is a first for you, too.”
“Yes, baby. In more ways than one,” he whispered.
“How so?” I questioned.
“Because feelings are involved this time.”
“Really?” I said, my heart skipping a beat.
He squinted down at me. “Yeah, I care about you sofuckingmuch.”
I peered up at him, his perfect face half-shadowed in the light. “You know I care for you, too, right? So much so that I trust you, if you want to try the rough stuff now.”
“Easy tiger, one thing at a time.”
“I can’t believe how amazing sex actually is,” I sighed, feeling dreaming.
