When I look at the love of my life standing in the kitchen doorway, with the look of pure adoration on his face, it makes my heart swell. It’s so genuine. So real.
I’ve been in a box of mirrors this evening, but I don’t need a mirror to know I’m looking back at Josh with the same kind of devotion.
It stirs something else in me. The need to stand firm and tall for my partner, supporting and caring for him as brilliantly as he has done for me. And that involves something he doesn’t likely even realise. He’s so selfless when it comes to putting his loved ones before himself.
Somehow, somewhere, in some place and time, Josh needs to see Heath again.
And somehow, somewhere, in some place and time, that’s going to happen. I’m going to make sure of it.
I pray to God I’m there with them, but even if I’m not, it doesn’t matter. Josh needs to see Heath again.
“Come, drink your hot chocolate on the sofa,” Josh says, with a smirk, the awesome charisma back in his eyes. “I need a snuggle with my hot, pixie princess,andI have something to show you. Something you’ll want to see.”
I follow him through to the living room, and he already has his phone in his hand. He’s scrolling through his feed as I take a seat next to him, pressing up close to his side.
I don’t flinch when I see Connor’s stuck up, dumbass fucking face onscreen anymore. All I get is the ick. But I definitely don’t get the ick at the text underneath it. Far from it.
The MUA in the bathroom with Connor, while he was supposedly loved up with Katie Del Francis, has come out publicly. She says he was an arrogant bully, and she didn’t want to lose her career over it. That’s why she went along with him andbetrayedKatie.
She says she was treated like a hooker. Told how she needed toperformlike she was nothing but a cheap whore. He even gave her a tip for herservices.But she wasn’t a hooker. She was just a makeup artist trying to do her job.
She used to be a fan of his, sure, she says. But not anymore. Not now he’s treated her like that, and fucked Katie over as well.
What a big fucking tit Connor is turning out to be now he’s in the spotlight.
And what a big fucking win for me.
Katie Del Francis is firmly on side with poor Miss MUA, and the arguments are raging in the comments, post after post after post. Out of a whole chain of threads, there are only three mentions of me as the previous ‘hooker’ Connor claimed to be involved with, and they are on team MUA, saying he must have a whole backlog of talking shit.
The tide is turning, and the interest in me is firmly slipping away.
I only hope Connor keeps fucking up like the wanker he really is. The world will see his true colours a lot more clearly than I ever did, naive and besotted with him for years.
“Keep that sprint up, Ells,” Josh says, and kisses my head. “Everything is going to be just fine.”
With a sigh, I snuggle in to my amazing man.
I hope he’s right.
CHAPTER TEN
User 6309. Male. 28.
I love having dirty sex in public, just out of view of passersby. My favourite location is the public toilets of one of the major bus stations. I have the bus station itinerary mapped out by heart, and know the perfect time to get into a cubicle between the influx of traffic. I’ll manage that.
I want to watch you use the toilet, and play with yourself while you do it. After which I want a dirty sex session, amidst the people in cubicles all around us. You will need to be very quiet, but don’t let that spoil the filthy play.
I’m sure you’ll be able to accommodate.
Make sure you are seated when I arrive, and drink plenty before you get there. I want to see a decent flow of piss from your pussy.
Oral and vaginal, please. And dirty fingers.
Proposal duration: 90 minutes.
Proposal fee: £900
Not so long ago I would have scrolled past such a low value proposal, preferring to make a few thousand per gig. But I felt the need to take it. Josh says it’s validity I’m looking for after everything that’s happened, and maybe it is. But I do love the forbidden anyway.
