“I love your road name by the way,” I told him when he pulled back. “Why Iceman?”
He grunted a laugh. “My old chapter reckoned I’ve got a look of Val Kilmer from the oldTop Gunmovie.”
I cocked my head. “I don’t see it. I thought it was because your eyes are icy blue.”
“Nah. Those boys wouldn’t go that deep, but you’re right, it is a cool name, so I wasn’t gonna look a gift horse in the mouth. A few of the others that were suggested weren’t so cool, so I took it and ran.”
I put on my slutty cheerleader voice. “You’re such a big, bad biker.”
He glanced downward and I followed his gaze to see his cock twitching again.
I choked out a laugh.
“Jesus Christ,” he cut out good-naturedly. “What the fuck am I gonna do with you?”
I laughed harder.
His hand cupped the back of my skull, and he leaned down to kiss me. “She keeps me on my toes,” he murmured against my lips.
“You better believe it,” I murmured back.
Jacob’s lips moved over mine insistently, and I marveled at their strength, but at the same time, their softness. Nobody had ever kissed me like he did—full of feeling and intensity. Just like everything Jacob did, he did it with meaning and gave it his all.
He pulled back, his eyes hooded as he took in my expression, which I knew conveyed how visibly he affected me. “Come on, beautiful. Let’s get to bed. Wanna take a shower and spoon my ol’ lady.”
My eyes followed him sauntering across the room to retrieve the clothes I’d tossed when we played our little game. When he turned back to me, his eyes were soft and languid, probably from the force of his orgasm, and all tenseness had left his body.
He looked younger, boyish even, and my belly swirled with the knowledge that I did that. I took away his stress, and even if it only lasted until morning, it was worth it.
Jacob dipped and threaded my panties back over my sneakers, followed closely by my shorts. He lifted me from the desk, placing me gently on my feet, and pulled them over my ass. Then he grabbed my bra and tee and dressed me as if I were a child.
I nodded down at his still semi-hard cock he hadn’t tucked away, and gave him an exaggerated, cheeky wink, “You sure you want that to go to waste?”
He burst out laughing and pushed his dick back inside his fly before zipping up. “Upstairs, shower, bed, then we fuck again. In that order.”
I saluted him. “Yes, Sir.”
He grinned, shaking his head as he gazed down at me with so much love in his expression that my bones quivered. “Maybe that could be our next game.” Hetucked a lock of hair behind my ear. “Lieutenant and new recruit.”
I lit up from the inside, but on the outside, I just nodded approvingly. “Niiiice. Maybe I’ve been a bad, bad girl and put the rest of the recruits at risk, and you have to punish me for it.”
His hands went back to his fly, and he adjusted his crotch. “Fuck me. You carry on with this shit and I won’t last until we get upstairs. You’re gonna be the fucking death of me, Saint McClure.” His face descended, and he kissed my neck.
My body shivered from head to toe. “I love you,” I whispered.
Jacob lifted his head, nuzzled my nose with his, and muttered, “Love you, baby.” He took my hand and led me out of the office and back into the workroom of the auto shop. Then he hooked his arm around my neck and pulled my body into the side of his so snugly that his forearm hung down over my chest.
Something sparked inside my belly, warming me. The scent of Jacob’s cologne washed over me again, and I sent up a word of thanks to God for bringing this beautiful soul into my life because he’d made my heart open again.
All my life, I’d felt like I wasn’t enough. Not sweet enough, not obedient enough, and certainly not religious enough. Jacob had flipped that on its head, and I knew now Iwasenough, and I always would be, because he saw something in me that made it that way.
Nothing could take this or him away from me; I wouldn’t let it. Whatever happened, I’d fight. I’d kick, scream, and claw to keep Jacob by my side. I’d give up anything and everything for him, and the reason I’d do it happily lay in the knowledge that I knew he’d do the same for me. But the real joy came from the fact I’d never have to, because he’d never ask.
I wasn’t stupid; I knew it wouldn’t all be moonlight and roses, and I also knew we’d have challenges to deal with because that was life and it threw curve balls all the damned time. Navigating the world was hard, but navigating it with Jacob was going to be my honor and my privilege.
And I couldn’t wait to get started.
He made me so fucking happy.
