“Because ...you can’t have sex.”She wanted to cringe when she said it like that.As if he was only interested in her for the sex he could get.
“What the fuck?”He pressed on both his hands that were either side of her head.“Is that what you think?”he asked.“That all I want to do is fuck?”
“No, no, I just ...I didn’t know if that was the only reason you wanted to be with me.”
“Isn’t that what I just said?”he asked.
“Well, yeah, but, uh, ignore me.”
“Babe, I like spending time with you, even when there is no sex involved.”He leaned down and kissed her.
She felt a warmth in her stomach.She put a hand to his chest and broke away from the kiss.“You know, there is something more we could do,” she said.
Both of his brows went up.“Why do I feel you’re going to bring up sex?”
“Well, I don’t feel comfortable for me, because of obvious reasons, but that doesn’t mean I can’t, well, you know, for you.”She felt her cheeks starting to heat.
“You’re blushing.”He let out a little gasp.“That means my girl is thinking a lot of dirty thoughts.Are you thinking a lot of dirty thoughts?”
She couldn’t help but laugh.“Maybe.”
“Does it have anything to do with my dick and this precious mouth of yours?”he asked.
Okay, there was no way she wasn’t bright red right now.She nodded her head.
“You want to suck my dick?”he asked.
She pressed her lips together and nodded her head.
He sighed.“But that is not proving my point that I like hanging out with you.”
“I know, but this is something I would like to do for you.I’ve never done it before, but if you don’t want me to do it, I won’t.”
Crow kissed her.“No guy in his right mind would turn down a woman willing to put her lips around his dick.Trust me on this.I want you to do it.”He kissed her again.
“I want to,” she said.
He groaned.“But this means you’re the one wanting me for sex, not the other way around.”
She couldn’t help but laugh.“If that is what you need to keep telling yourself.”She smiled at him, and Crow looked down at her.
It had been a whirlwind the past couple of weeks.She didn’t want to miss a moment of being with him.Kelley had feared he would get bored.She didn’t live an exciting life.Between work and just life, she didn’t have any hobbies.Unless you counted baking and cooking things until she perfected them.She did take batches of cookies to her neighbors, hoping to bring festive cheer.Not just cookies, but bars and food, as a way of giving back.The town didn’t know what it had given her, and she wanted everyone in Creek to know she cared and loved them all.The last five years had been the most stable home she’d ever had.They didn’t have to embrace her and could have kept her as an outcast, but they hadn’t.
In the last two weeks, with Crow here, it had felt more home than she wanted to acknowledge.Crow made this place feel like home.He made her want things she didn’t even realize she wanted.For as long as she could remember, a part of her had wanted a family, to be a wife and mother, but she had known it was never going to happen.It was a pipe dream, until she was sold and then ran away, into the arms of her biker savior.Now, there was a chance it might happen, and it made her excited and also nervous, just in case she was reading too much into this visit.
Crow hadn’t left.They were making a life together, and it had only been a couple of weeks.She knew it was crazy to get her hopes up.
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The sex was incrediblebetween the two of them.Kelley was so responsive to him, and Crow couldn’t get enough of her, nor did he want to.
Moving away from her, he took a seat on the sofa and watched as Kelley sunk to the floor and then crawled between his spread thighs.
He was not interested in just having sex.He liked spending time with her.This was also new for him.The open road was always his company.
He also couldn’t get out of his head what Rebel had said to him—that the open road was becoming colder and lonelier with each passing day.
The last two weeks had been incredible.He knew there would be good days and bad days, but he didn’t give a fuck.
