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“I’m arealist.”

“If you say so.” His stomach rumbles, loud enough that I can hear it through the phone.

It makes me realise how hungry I am. “Go eat, I’ll talk to you soon.” I debate telling him I’m seeing Pete and his friends on Friday, but I know it’ll only start him off again, so I keep that to myself.

We say our goodbyes and I tip my head back on the pillows.Fucking Seb.Now that he’s put that thought in my head, it’s not going to go away. I meant what I said though: two weeks together is nowhere near enough time to set us up for a long-distance relationship where we’d only see each other at weekends. And that’s assuming Pete would be interested in any of that.

No.

Friends is the best thing.

But that kiss . . .

Yeah, the memory of that is going to keep replaying in my head if I don’t find something to occupy my mind. The only thing I can think of is work, so I drag my laptop over and open up Scrivener. If my main character now resembles a certain hunky Christmas tree farm owner, then it’s pure fucking coincidence.

PETE

I’m wokenup Friday morning by what sounds like a monsoon outside my window.Jesus Christ,I don’t think I’ve ever heard rain that loud. When I reach for my phone, there’s a message waiting for me.

Thank fuck no one is around to see the stupid smile I can’t stop when I see who it’s from. I thought things might be awkward after our walk.

After thatkiss.

After what I said to him outside the pub.

They aren’t though.

At least not over text.

Charlie: OMG can you hear that rain?

Pete: Mad right?

Charlie: Woke me up. Thought the world was ending

Pete: Same. Not looking forward to going out in it

Not that I think we’ll be all that busy today. Can’t imagine many people braving this weather to pick out a Christmas tree.

Charlie: Oh shit. I forgot you work outside. That sucks

Pete: Yep

Pete: You’re laughing aren’t you?

Charlie: Little bit

Charlie: I’ll be thinking of you while I’m in my nice cosy hotel room

Charlie: Dry and warm

I’m grinning at my phone by this point. Again, thank fuck no one can see me.

Pete: You’re all heart

Charlie: I try

I want him to send me another photo of him in bed. Sleepy and cute. Probably best if he doesn’t, but I still want to see him.