By the time Jack got to his house, night had completely fallen. Across the street in the small neighborhood park, the floodlights he’d paid to have installed were ablaze and a basketball game was already under way. There were also still quite a few children in the sandboxes and on the swings. The park was a big draw.
Jack cycled over to the chain-link fence that surrounded the park and leaned against it. With a bit of effort, he was able to make out who was playing. His two closest basketball buddies, Warren Wilson and Flash Thomas, were nowhere to be seen. Jack wasn’t surprised. Like him, they didn’t usually appear until after seven because of work responsibilities. Both were employed by an African American–owned and –operated moving company. Jack wondered if they would show up tonight. With their jobs, it was hit or miss. If he knew for sure they would appear, Jack thought about trying to get out there himself. He could use a run, as he’d mentioned to the virologist, although he felt a little guilty about not spending the time with the children, particularly given the new situation with Emma.
After re-crossing the street, Jack carried his bike up the stoop and stored it in the utility room that he’d designed specifically for bikes and other sports equipment, just inside the front door. As Jack hung his bike up by the front tire, he noticed several of JJ’s lacrosse sticks sprawled on the floor. He picked them up and hung them on their designated hooks. Jack loved to take JJ into Central Park to toss a lacrosse ball back and forth. JJ had picked up the knack with surprising ease.
Jack and Laurie had renovated the town house soon after they married. They had taken the top three floors for their private residence and designed six rental units for the other three. It had turned out to be a perfect setup, as they had plenty of room, and the income from the other apartments covered most of the expenses, even some of the mortgage. The trick was getting good tenants. Currently things were going swimmingly in that realm.
As Jack mounted the stairs he wondered what he would be facing.Unfortunately, he had a pretty good idea, but tried not to dwell on it. Once inside the apartment, he stopped to listen. He could hear several televisions. The closest was coming from behind the closed door to the guest room some twenty feet away. He could hear it was tuned to the evening news, and it was not a positive sign, as it indicated that Dorothy Montgomery, Laurie’s mother, was still in residence. That morning Jack had taken the risk of suggesting to her that maybe she’d enjoy spending a relaxing week or so back at her Park Avenue abode. Laurie had been in the shower at the time, and the suggestion wasn’t something he had discussed with her in advance. The idea had just occurred to him out of the blue as he was getting ready to leave while listening to Dorothy criticize the breakfast Caitlin had made for the children. The longer Dorothy had stayed, and it was now going on a week, the more apparent it had become that she felt Caitlin didn’t do anything right. Jack certainly hadn’t counted on Dorothy taking him up on his suggestion, and now that he heard the guest room TV he was sure she hadn’t.
The second TV was obviously coming from the kitchen/family room on the floor above. Jack mounted the stairs and found Caitlin, JJ, and Emma. It was a deceptively pleasant domestic scene. Caitlin was cleaning up from having made the kids’ dinner. JJ was watching cartoons, and Emma was in her playpen. Jack said hello to Caitlin, who merely rolled her eyes in response when he asked whether everything was copacetic. Jack then high-fived JJ before turning his attention to Emma.
Emma was sitting in the center of the playpen. She did not make eye contact with Jack, even though Jack tried to position himself in her line of vision. Nor was she making any noise whatsoever, even though three or four months ago she would have been babbling incessantly. More disturbing still, she was rolling her head in her newly developed repetitive fashion. In the playpen was a collection of cute beanbag toys in the form of African animals, including a hippo, an elephant, a lion, a buffalo, a giraffe, a rhino, a gnu, and even a crocodile. Curiously, as she had done in the past, she had carefully arranged them in a straight line, nose to tail.
Reaching into the playpen, Jack stroked her arm and then her head in hopes of eliciting some response. There was none. For the next five minutes he just watched her. The entire time she ignored him and merely continued to roll her head silently. Finally, Jack reached again into the playpen and took the rhino out of its position, moving it half a foot to the side. Since he had done something similar in the past, he knew what to expect. Without a sound or any apparent emotion, Emma picked up the rhino beanbag and simply returned it to its position in line. Then she went back to her rhythmic head rolling.
What is going on in your little brain?Jack silently wondered. As a medical student, he’d studied embryology and neuroanatomy. He knew something about the process of brain development. But looking at his own daughter, he realized dejectedly how little was actually known about the process. All at once he was consumed by the same feeling he’d had when JJ had been diagnosed with a brain tumor. It was a feeling of utter helplessness.
Struggling against his own depressive thoughts, Jack looked up at JJ. Seeing the boy’s face and appreciating the intensity he was displaying while watching the cartoon on TV helped Jack regain some sense of composure. When JJ’s face suddenly lit up with laughter, Jack found himself smiling. Purposefully, he avoided looking back at Emma. Instead, he straightened and walked over to JJ. Grabbing a chair, he pulled it over to the table where JJ was sitting. He sat down and gazed at his son.
After a few minutes JJ became aware of his father’s attention and looked up at him questioningly. “What’s wrong, Dad?” JJ asked when he saw his father’s expression. JJ’s face had clouded over with the suddenness of a summer storm. This swift reaction made Jack realize how much he was unwittingly reflecting his response to Emma’s lack of reaction. Jack’s heart melted, and he reached out and enveloped his son in an appreciative hug.
“Stop it, Dad!” JJ said, pushing Jack away. “I’m watchingCurious George. What’s with you?”
Jack sat back, suppressing a burst of affectionate laughter at his son’s disdain. It was so wonderfully and reassuringly typical and in such sharp contrast with Emma’s behavior. Although he continued to watch JJ out of the corner of his eye, he gave some attention to theCurious Georgecartoon. His intention was to get into an ethical discussion about whatever issue the current cartoon was about. Jack had watched a number of them with JJ, and they had stimulated some fun conversations in the past. Unfortunately, it was not to be. Dorothy came up the stairs.
On previous days, Dorothy had always followed the network news withPBS NewsHour. On this evening it seemed that the network news had sufficed. She said a pleasant hello to Jack and said that she had heard him come in. She asked for Laurie. Jack told her that her daughter was working late and would be home shortly. Her response was to say that she would never understand why her daughter had chosen to take on the responsibility of being chief, much less become a medical examiner in the first place, not with so many other, much more acceptable specialties available.
Dorothy was a tall, thin, and intense woman with small, delicate features. Thanks to several facelifts in her seventies, her skin was stretched tightly over her high cheekbones. Her silver hair was so carefully coiffed with hairspray that it looked more like a helmet than a bouffant. Even in the face of a stiff breeze, nothing moved. She’d been married to Sheldon Montgomery, a highly successful Park Avenue cardiac surgeon, since she’d graduated from Vassar College. As such, she had been a fixture in New York City society and had been a prodigious fund-raiser for numerous medical charities. For a number of reasons, including a keen intelligence, she was a highly opinionated woman who was accustomed to getting her way.
“JJ! What did we decide about those cartoons?” Dorothy asked. Her voice was high-pitched and penetrating.
“I had to turn them off at seven.”
“Well?” Dorothy questioned rhetorically.
Dutifully, JJ slid off his seat, using the remote to turn off the TV in the process.
“And what did you agree to do after the TV was turned off?”
“Play with Emma,” JJ said.
“Good boy,” Dorothy said. She took a chair and sat at the table with Jack. She was dressed in a long, dark robe clasped high on the neck, which reminded Jack of what movie stars wore in old 1930s movies. On her feet were equally dark mules, each with a tuft of white fur on the toes.
Jack watched with awe and surprise as JJ climbed over the playpen railing. What surprised him was that Emma reacted. It wasn’t overwhelming, but she definitely was aware of JJ’s presence, in contrast to when Jack was stroking her. He watched JJ move the beanbag animals into various different gatherings while maintaining an uninterrupted monologue. Emma didn’t answer vocally or look at him, but she was engaged on some level despite continuing her head rolling. Each time JJ indicated he was finished, she would proceed to return the beanbags to her original line, with each animal in its original position.
“It’s important for her to interact,” Dorothy said, as if Jack needed to be told.
For the next fifteen minutes the three adults watched the children. Caitlin had come to the table after finishing her cleanup duties. Jack was content and even allowed himself to be mildly encouraged. But the tranquility didn’t last, as Dorothy had other ideas.
“I managed to get ahold of an old friend of ours today, Dr. Hermann Cross,” Dorothy said innocently enough. “Have you heard of him?”
“I don’t think I have,” Jack said. His guard went up. Whenever Dorothy started a conversation with a question, it invariably went downhill.
“I’m surprised,” Dorothy said. “He’s a very famous and knowledgeable doctor who has written a lot of books. He’s CEO of a large hospital corporation and very wealthy. He was in Sheldon’s medical school class. Significantly, he knows a thing or two about autism.”
“Oh,” Jack said noncommittally. He’d yet to have a civil conversation with Dorothy about autism. From downstairs he heard the apartment door close. He felt a bit of relief. Laurie was home.
“I called him, and he was nice enough to take my call, as busy as he is,” Dorothy continued. “I asked him specifically his opinion about autism and the MMR vaccine. Do you want to know what he said?”
