“Is it bottominggoodor bottomingwell? Or bottoming best? I don’t know, I wasn’t that great inEnglish.”
“We understood the question,” Ash said with asmile.
“I assume this is because of a certain Lil’ Donnie Gibson?” Beauadded.
I’d already talked with Ash and Beau about the whole situation with Dax—his feelings around all that and how we were planning to proceed. Ash had been awesome about helping me out with my newly acquired fame around town, and being a couple, I figured they could give me some guidance on how to deal with seeing someone while dealing with all the other stuff that came along with my endorsement deal. But my curiosity wasn’t exclusively about the dynamics of ourpredicament.
“It has a lot to do with him,” I replied. “I kind of owehim.”
“Owe him?” Ash asked. “Look, you don’t owe anyguy—”
“Dude, whoa, hosing that down before anything gets started. We made a little fun game where he would bottom for me and I’d bottom for him. He wouldn’t actually ever make me do it if I didn’t want to. But I do. And I would like to be good at it. He was really good, and it had me wondering what makes someone…the bestbottom.”
“Well, you’ve come to the right couple,” Ashsaid.
“Oh, Mr. Best At Everything?” Beau teased with an eyeroll.
“If youinsist.”
God, I loved theseguys.
“So, good bottoming…” Beausaid.
They both pondered that for amoment.
“What? How is that a hard question?” Ipressed.
They glanced at each other, and Ash said, “You just kind of do it and figure it out, I think. Most guys aren’t trying to be thebestbottom.”
“Speak for yourself,” Beau teased, and they shared anotherlaugh.
Seeing how amused they were by my question, I assumed I had my answer. “I’m overthinking it, aren’tI?”
“Just a tad,” Ash said. “I get it, though. I was nervous at first too. I don’t do it very often, but I enjoy it when I do. I like sharing that withBeau.”
“It’s been on my mind, since we kind of did some stuff back there, and I did enjoy him doing other stuff back there, but then he went out of town, andnow…”
“And now you’re ready to just give it up to him?” Beauasked.
“Pretty much, but I don’t really know what todo.”
“Put your hips into it,” Ash said. “Just work that a little bit. Don’t be too over-the-top with it and end up thrusting him off the bed. Give a good push back, try to milk that dick. Give those cheeks a good squeeze when you needto.”
“Now I feel I should be taking notes,” Beau said, eyes wide as he listened to his boyfriend sharing hissecrets.
“And don’t worry about recording until you get in a more serious relationship,” Ashadded.
“Recording?” Iasked.
“Gotta watch film to improve your game,” he replied with awink.
Beau elbowed him in the chest. “We don’t have to sharealloursecrets.”
“Nothing wrong with the guy wanting to be prepared,” Ashsaid.
“Very true,” Beau added. “Jace, have you played around with a dildobefore?”
“What?No!”
