I’m painfully hard. Fuck Jesse for doing this, and fuck that I can’t fuck Jesse right here, rightnow.
“Yeah, that’s the thing,” Jesse continues. “I’m reading about the prostate,and—”
“You can’t tell me you didn’t already know about theprostate.”
“I knew about the prostate, but I’ve never considered it enough to do anything about that, if you know what I’msaying.”
“Yes. Yes, I do. Did you discover that when you were fingeringyourself?”
“No. I mean, I didn’t get that far. I kind of tried it out, tosee…”
I could be the one to help you discover it. No. No, I can’t. Stopthis!
“You seriously never stuck anything in your ass, not even your fingers?” Iask.
“Seriously.”
I want to be the one to changethat.
As I gaze into those dark-brown eyes of his, see the way the fresh sweat glistens on his face, I can’t help but want so much more, to really let him know just how that works. I ball my hand into a fist and turn back around. “You know, on second thought, I think maybe we should pick yet anotherconversation.”
“You can’t make all my conversations off-limits.”
“Well, I think the two we’ve covered are probably the only things that are really off-limits for us,okay?”
“I’m asking out of curiosity. I think that’sfair.”
“I get it. You’re young. You need to go explore your sexuality, try some things out with different guys. These are all things you can do as soon as you get backhome.”
“Okay, okay,” Jesse says. “I won’t keep asking about butt sex. Sorry I brought itup.”
I adjust my dick in the crotch of mypants.
“Is there a safe topic you’d like to suggest?” heasks.
“So, software development… That’s reallyinteresting.”
He laughs, and I’m pissed at how playful and easygoing he is. Everything he does seems to fucking turn me on. I hate myself forit.
“This is what best buddies’ fathers normally ask their friends,” I tell him. “About their jobs,school.”
“Is that before or after they throw them down on a bed and start sucking theirdick?”
“Seriously, can you stop with that?” I ask, turning around tohim.
He raises his arms. “Whoa, whoa. Teasing. Sorry you can’t handle ajoke.”
“I can handle a joke. I just wish you would take this moreseriously.”
“I stuck my fingers up my butthole. I’m taking it pretty fuckingseriously.”
I laugh. Damn, he has a way of getting to me, and by the sneaky smirk on his face, he knows ittoo.
I’m playing with fire, and Jesse makes me want to getburned.
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