He sets his hand on my face, and my cheek pricks with excitementas I enjoy our kiss, tasting the vodka and Sprite on his tongue.
He turns and guides me, pushing me back against the bar,pressing tight against me. Even padded by our clothes, his muscles feel so goodagainst me. I like the sensation. I like that he’s such a fucking tower of aman. I want to be crushed beneath his weight as I’m filled with him.
“You’re a damn good kisser,” he says as he pulls away and gazesat me.
I’m enchanted by those blue eyes. They’re right on me. Notsomewhere else. It feels so good. Good enough to concern me. It reminds me thatthe moment things don’t work out between us, I’ll have to hop on a flight toChicago and say goodbye to this city…and to him.
“You’re a damn good top,” I tell him. “I’ve never let anyonedominate me like that. Take complete control, do whatever he wanted.”
“You usually top?”
I nod, and he smiles.
“Mmm…” He kisses me briefly. “No wonder you’re so tight. Iwondered if you were going to be able to take it that first time.”
“Oh, that little thing?” I tease as I glance down at his crotch.
He beams, apparently amused because I’m sure plenty of hisprevious tricks have let him know just how big he is.
He cups his hands around my ass cheeks. “Well, I sure as fuckcan take it now,” I tell him.
“Why don’t you show me?”
He leads me to the bedroom, and we do what we do best. Hot asever. His hands grope my body as his cock fills me. He makes me scream out againand again. I don’t hold back at all tonight. Sweat drips from our bodies ontothe bed as his muscles glisten under the overhead light. I get a good view ofevery part of his room as we change positions, each time with him hitting myprostate in a more satisfying way than the last. And soon, we’re lying spreadout across the bed, gazing at one another.
He never checked out during our fuck. He was ever-present. Withme. Totally wrapped up in the experience. I like knowing that our fucking cando that for him. At least, for a moment, help him escape from the demons thathaunt him.
I sigh a long, drawn-out sigh. “I don’t know what I’m gonna doabout this,” I say. “I don’t usually do regular things like—”
“What?”
“Oh, shit.” I’m embarrassed. I shouldn’t have fucking saidanything. He probably just wants to hit it and quit it. “Sorry. I was justthinking...I mean, it was hot for me. I didn’t mean to assume that you’d wantto keep this going.”
“I’m having a very good time, too.”
“So you’d want to like…keep this up?” I feel dumb saying it, butI’d be lying if I tried to act like this wasn’t the hottest sex I’ve ever had,and I’m just not ready to quit it yet. “You know what, never mind. I want todie right now.”
Reese leans toward me and wraps his arm around me. “Jay, I can’tget my mind wrapped around you. For a guy who confronted me outside a bathroomfor sex and who’ll start a fight about anything, you sure seem like you’regetting awfully flustered right now.”
“I don’t ever do this,” I confess.
“What?”
“Hook up with the same guy. Like more than once or twice.”
Reese’s expression shifts to surprise. “Seriously? Like ever?Obviously you’ve had regular hookups in the past.”
“Not outside of boyfriends, and that’s been a real long fuckingtime for me. This is very new. But I want to keep fucking…if that’s what youwant.”
“That’s definitely what I want.” He kisses me. He’s the onetrying to calm me down now.
He runs his hand across my face, his fingers sliding through thesweat that still covers my flesh. When he pulls away, his breath slams againstmy skin as he rubs his nose against mine.
I need to be careful about what’s happening here. The ease hemakes me feel. The heat between us. All this is dangerous. All this is the kindof stuff that leads to me getting hurt. Has in the past, at least. I’ve beengood about guarding my heart. Keeping myself from getting wounded. But Reese isalready sliding past my usual barriers.
Nice as he seems, I know how guys are. They always seem nice inthe beginning. Always seem like the last thing in the world they would do ishurt you, but in the end, that seems to be all they ever do.
“This is going to get a little tricky,” Reese says.
