Page 31 of To Have & to Hurt


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“Violetta, look at me.” When she does I brush my mouth over hers. The simple kiss isn’t what she was expecting and it’s apparent by the tiny crease between her eyebrows. So I do it again but softer. “You enjoyed what I’ve done up til now and I can promise you that you’ll like this even more. You’re going to trust me in this,hai capacito?”

Her lips tremble as she mouths the wordokay. Then she averts her gaze and the corners of her mouth tighten. Violetta lets go of my shirt to place her fisted hands at her sides, in what translates to me as surrender.

But is she obeying because shehasto or because shewantsto?

It doesn’t matter since it’ll be the latter before long.

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“Has anyone ever touched you like this?” I ask.

The need to confirm, to be absolutely certain of her innocence, is something I must have before going any further. It’ll not only change how I approach Violetta but also how quickly and aggressively I pleasure her.

She starts to shake her head and then stops to mouthno. Her face flushes, all the blood that deserted her earlier now returning. I prefer this look on her. She is temptation made manifest, sent to this earth to test the limits of my self-control.

It will be the hardest, yet most magnificent challenge I’ve come up against.

If I’m victorious, then my iron-clad will is unbreakable.

If I fail, I’ll lose myself in an addiction I may never break free from.

The very idea that Violetta is pure, untouched by any other man, shifts my mindset to an unstable place. If I were to take this woman, she would be mine in every sense of the word, knowing only my touch, my body, my cum… It fucks with my head and my inner beast claws at my insides, desperate to be free, to take possession.

I redirect my focus to Violetta’s pleasure and her education, because if I don’t, I’m not sure what will happen. And there’s the matter of verifying she’s not lying about her virginity.

I trace the opening of her cunt and progress a little bit with each circular motion, sometimes dipping the very edge of my finger just inside her. Periodically I enhance that sensation by doing the same to her clit simultaneously. That’s when her thigh muscles tighten and her cunt spasms with sexual tension.

“Every time your pussy cinches like that it’s because it wants to be filled,” I say. “Your body knows what it wants on an instinctive level that is beyond words. See what happens when I do this?”

I slide my finger in until the first knuckle and the tightness of her has my lust skyrocketing and a bead of pre-cum coating the tip of my cock. She’s slick enough for me to do more but doesn’t trust me enough to relax. The fact that I’m taking my time is not only for her, it’s for me. I’m savoring this first experience with her.

And it’s not the only one I want.

Using the pad of my finger, I massage her completely and thoroughly, until her cunt grows wetter than before. That’s when I curl my finger and lightly scrape the slick wall of her before extending my finger and dragging it along the same path, but with pressure this time.

Violetta’s breath hitches. That sound drives me crazy when it comes from her. I’m not sure if it’s because she’s always silent, but the reason doesn’t matter. I lean down and flick my tongue at the corner of her mouth, wanting to taste her surprised response. Instead of turning away, Violetta brings her lips closer, giving me complete access.

Now I’m the one who’s shocked; I assumed I’d have to order her compliance.

I kiss her, using the diversion to push further inside her body, while maintaining a slow but steady rhythm of strokes that has Violetta gyrating her hips; whether or not she’s aware of it. Each time I go deeper and apply more pressure, working her pussy that much harder.

Another gasp escapes her, but this time I taste it, breathe it in as I continue to kiss her, not willing to let a single sound go unheeded. They are rare, which makes them valuable to me. Unlike other women who sometimes make noise to impress themselves, Violetta is authentic in her responses, making me crave more of them.

I take her tongue in my mouth and suck on it just before I bury my finger inside her completely. The groan that reverberates at the back of my throat is muffled by her lips; that sound is the first major sign of weakness overtaking me. This crack in my self-control is worsened by her moan and the way she squeezes my hand and fingers with both her thighs and cunt.

“You see?” I say between kisses. “Your pussy may be tight, but it wants to be filled so you can experience sensation all over, not just in one spot.” I make a wide circle with my finger to ensure that every inch of her feels me, that every inch of her is aware of the pleasure I’m giving her. “And this is just my finger…” I rasp, almost unable to continue. “Can you imagine how fucking good it would be if it was my cock?”

She whimpers and there is no apprehension to be found. That tiny warble only had undertones of longing and a bit of frustration. Violetta may not know much, but after her time with me at the hotel, she’s aware of what it’s like when I make her orgasm. Although this will be different and more intense for her.

“The more you try to fight it, the stronger it’s going to be,” I say. “The build-up is excruciating, yet exquisite because you know what’s going to happen and how good it’s going to feel.” I insert another finger and she buries her face in my neck. With her lips pressed against my skin, I feel the vibrations of her moan and I thrust even harder into her body.

“Since you won’t share the sound of your voice with me, then I take the sounds of your ecstasy instead.”

Violetta clings to me as if she’s free falling through the air, needing something to hold onto. Her entire frame locks up and she sucks in a deep breath, right before her body trembles almost violently. Her cunt spasms with her orgasm and she lifts her hips so high I have to tighten my grip on her to keep her from sliding off my lap.

Watching this woman come without the ability to control herself turns me on to the point I’m suffering just looking at her and not being able to sink between her thighs to fuck her like I want. Like Ineed.