But that’s not what Alex wants.
And not what I often need.
Even after all these years, my mate feels incredible wrapped around me as I slowly but deeply pump into him.
Will Hudson feel different? Will he be this tight and warm?
Will he be this responsive to my touch?
I’d seen him with Alex and know the omega is at least attracted to us. But attraction and cohabitating while trying to start a family are on completely opposite sides of the romance spectrum.
My forearms land on either side of Alex’s head. His face is turned to the side, so I nuzzle my cheek against his before pulling his earlobe into my mouth and nipping it with my teeth.
I know he wishes he could reach down and stroke his own cock, but I have no intention of stopping until I’ve hit that magic spot deep inside him, the spot that makes him cry out, the spot that will make his dick jerk and cum to cover the floor and his abs since his length is trapped beneath him.
“I love you,” I whisper in his ear a second before slapping my hips against his ass.
The sound that leaves his lips sends tingles up my spine and causes my balls to pull tight as my knot throbs.
Within a week or so, each of us will knot someone for the first time. That thought alone nearly sends me tumbling over the edge.
But my mate hasn’t come yet. I could force him onto his back and swallow his length, suck him offthenfinish.
Yet I’ve always loved the sensation of coming inside him the same time he gets off. I love the way his ass clenches around my cock as his orgasm crashes over him like a tidal wave.
“I love you. Fuck, I love you,” he begins to chant as his breath comes in pants.
Oh yeah, my beautiful mate is close.
Lifting, I grip his hips and pull him with me as I position myself on my knees so I can get deeper while having access to his cock, his sac, even his knot.
“You want me to jerk you off while I fuck you, or do you want to make yourself come?” I ask, not slowing my rhythm.
“You focus on fucking me,” he grunts as he holds his weight on one hand and reaches down with his other. I can’t fully see, but I can see his arm moving rapidly.
“I’m coming. Fuck, I’m coming,” he says with a grunt.
“I’m right there, baby. I’m going to fill you so full.” A flash of guilt hits me when I think about how Hudson will sound when he orgasms, how he’ll feel wrapped around me as I fill his ass with my cum.
And hopefully fill his body with my baby.
The orgasm ripples through me with so much strength I can barely breathe, only able to mutter nonsensical sounds as my dick twitches with jet after jet.
When it’s over, I clean us both, the old routine grounding me. I’d never risk Hudson walking into this aftermath.
At least not until we learn whether he’s more like Des or like me and Alex.
Maybe he’s a mixture of the three.
I have to stop comparing them. Hudson isn’t a replacement – he’s a choice we’ll have to earn.
“You okay?” I ask Alex as I help him back into his clothes.
“Perfect,” Alex breathes, smirking. “Figured you needed to burn off the tension.”
I huff a sound. He’s right. They would have both felt my unrest through the bond. I’ll need to keep the bond steady when Hudson comes back.
Tomorrow, Hudson will be back under our roof. When he looks at me, I need him to see me in control, not the alpha who nearly lost it the second he walked away.
