“I will sometime.”
I grab his forearm, gripping it hard to slow the way he’s stroking. “We don’t have to do everything tonight.”
“Hmm. We’ll see.” His mouth sucks on the top of my breast and then his tongue moves lower. “Feed me your nipple.”
A soft curse escapes under my breath. I burn for him. “Alexei—”
His hand slaps between my legs gently, startling me and making me shiver. “Behave,kiska.” He opens his mouth, making a hungry sound. I put my nipple into his waiting mouth and his lips and teeth close around it. My back arches. It’s exquisite.
“Oh, yes.” My fingers play in his hair.
The hand between my legs grinds against me. My knees fall open, and I raise my hips. His fingers dip into my panties and tease my opening.
“Rub me just above there. Please, please.”
A finger pushes into me, making me gasp. Then a second strong finger tries to join in. I’m too tight. My next sound is a little shriek. “Ow, not two.” The pinching pain gives way to a burning.
His second finger moves away, but the first stays inside me and pushes deeper until his palm is against my lower lips. It’s uncomfortable and also sexy to be violated by his thick finger. He presses his hand down on my clit, and it makes me feel everything I’m supposed to feel. I clutch his bicep, liking the feel of his muscle contracting.
“One more.” His mouth goes back to my breasts, and his other finger pushes into me. To stretch around them is painful. They’re as big as a cock… well, maybe not his cock. But he’s also grinding the heel of his hand against me in ways that feel good. Soon the good and bad feelings get mixed up together.
I writhe and whimper, but as the grinding pressure continues I stop caring about anything else. I’m close to the kind of white-hot orgasm he gave me last night.
He drives me to the edge, but then stops, pulling his fingers out. I feel empty inside, and frustrated.
“Alexei, please.” I try to pull his hand back between my thighs.
He kisses me, then sits up and gets a condom. His thick fingers are sticky and stained pink. I realize that I probably don’t look like a virgin down there anymore.
He rolls the rubber over himself and then pulls my panties off and tosses them aside.
“I’m nervous,” I whisper.
He spreads my legs, settling between them. “It’ll hurt the first time, but then you’ll like it.”
I slide a hand down to block him from entering me. “Go slow.”
He kisses me. “I’ll go as fast or as slow as you want.” Taking my wrist, he pulls my hand away.
His cock’s thick head is at my opening, stretching it. The pain is back, and I suck in a breath and shake my head.
He lowers his head and whispers to me. “Be still, kitten, and trust me. You’re so wet. You’re ready.” His hips press forward, and inch after inch enters me until he’s stretching me open wider than I’ve ever been. I’m so full I can’t stand it.
“Please wait.” My breath is frantic, and I pull my arms free to push against him.
He pulls out of me, but by his expression, I know it’s painful for him to do so.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper.
“It’s all right.” He kisses me slowly. “Your body will get used to taking me inside you. It’s what it was made to do.”
“This, I believe,” I whisper back, liking the way he speaks to me. “Try again.” I force myself to relax, making my muscles calm. “Alexei?”
“Yes?”
“This time, don’t stop until you’re finished.”
“Mmm.” He lowers his mouth to the side of my face and bites my earlobe. “Do you want to be mine,kiska?”
