Avi grinned. “Have I ever been allowed to take you anywhere else?”
“No. And that won’t change just cause we have babies. Our children will wear couture. Oh!” Felix’s eyes lit up. “I could create a whole kids line.”
“We’ve created a monster,” Zane said around a laugh.
Once Asa and Zane were alone, he turned, snuggling deeper into Asa’s arms. “Are you really okay with this?”
“With us having a baby in the house? Why wouldn’t I be? I was raised in a house full of kids. Avi and I always knew you and Felix were going to want kids. He wasn’t making that up. We’re okay with it. We are kind of excited about it. Are you worried we won’t be able to handle it?”
Zane kissed Asa’s neck. “Nope. Felix isn’t really either deep down. I think he was just panicking a bit because it's a big decision and instead of two people having to be on board, there’s four.”
Zane’s heart clenched as Asa pushed his fingers through his curls gently. Asa was rarely soft with Zane, but when he was it shook him to his core. When he looked up, Asa was staring. “What? What’s wrong?”
“Are you still okay with all of this?” Asa asked. “The four of us together like this?”
Zane couldn’t stop the laugh that escaped. “What you walked in on a few minutes ago didn’t make that answer clear enough?”
“Oh, I know you love Felix,” Asa said. “But do you still love me? Are you still okay with living with Felix and Avi forever?”
Zane frowned. “Where is this coming from? I do love Felix. And I love you. Just in two entirely different ways. I need you both. I’m not me without the two of you and Felix isn’t himselfwithout me and Avi. Are you still okay with the four of us? Does it bother you that I love Felix too?”
Asa shook his head. “No. If it was anyone else in the world, I would kill them. Without hesitation. Then I’d probably chain you up and fuck you again and again until you remembered who you belong to. But it's different with Felix. He’s…like Avi. He’s family. He’s an…extension of me. He’s the part that I can’t give you.”
“Good. Cause I can’t live without any of you and once we bring a baby into this house, it's game over, pal. I’m going to fall head over heels for that child and you’ll have to pry them out of my cold, dead, hands. I don’t care whose DNA he carries.”
Asa grinned. “Duly noted, Lois. Duly noted.”
“Good.” Zane cupped Asa’s cheek, tone teasing as he said, “Now tell me you love me.”
“I love you above all things, Lois,” Asa said, his gaze soft.
Once more Zane’s heart tripped in his chest. “Now tell me I’m pretty,” he said, suddenly desperate to lighten the mood.
Asa kissed him softly. “So pretty.”
Zane shivered, then pressed his lips to Asa’s again, running his tongue along the seam of his lips. whimpering when Asa’s hand ran along his hip and squeezed.
“I thought you wanted a nap?” Asa purred into his mouth.
“You started this,” Zane whispered. “You can’t be all soft and sweet with me and think I’m not going to want you to fuck me again.”
Asa rolled him onto his back, settling over him, parting his knees with his thighs. “Yeah? You want me to be soft with you, Lois?”
“Would you?”
Asa ghosted his lips over Zane’s. “Sure. If that’s what you want.”
What would that even be like? “I-I’m not sure. How about you just start and we…see how it goes.”
“I can tell you how it’s going to go, Lois,” Asa said, kissing his way along his collarbone. “I’m going to try to slowly take you apart, and ten minutes from now you’re going to tell me to forget what you said and fuck you like an animal, like your the one who wants to be bred. But that’s okay. I’ll pretend to be surprised when you’re begging me to hurt you.”
Zane’s cock was already hard against Asa’s hip. “Yeah, that works. Let’s do that.”
“You’re the boss, Lois.”
Zane smiled. Who wouldn’t want this life? These men? This feeling? Zane was the luckiest man in the world. And he couldn’t be happier.
Avi wasn’t home when Felix returned from his Vogue photoshoot, but Asa and Zane were. Asa was still in his home office, playing God, designing another sky high building that would safely house thousands of unsuspecting people day in and day out. Zane, as always, was at Felix’s side from the moment he got home.
