So there I was, bent over Austin’s legs like a bad girl about to get spanked.
Chuckles from across the room were cut short when Austin spoke. He didn’t yell like I had, but it was contained, controlled, and quiet. “Get the fuck out.”
The door closed.
I scrambled to get away and yanked the comforter over my legs.
Austin got out of bed and slowly hitched up his jeans, yawning hard and ending it with a growl. I could still smell him all over me.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?” I complained.
He cleared his throat and combed his fingers through his hair a few times. It was messy and nice all at once. I admired the medallion he wore around his neck that dangled when he bent over to pick up his shirt. “Because I was busy sleeping?”
His indifference only made me look desperate, and it felt like we were right back where we started. My old feelings toward him needed to end. I was tired of chasing a shadow of my past. Time had changed both of us, and I didn’t have much of a heart left to give to a man who didn’t want it.
I leapt off the bed and stepped into my jeans, yanking them over my hips angrily. Didn’t even care if he was watching me. I tucked my bra into my back pocket—straps hanging out and all.
Austin circled around the bed and blocked my exit. “Where you going?”
“Home. Remember?”
“Lexi…”
“Don’t do that. You promised you would take me home.”
“Why are you mad?” He still sounded sleepy and the fact he wasn’t wearing a shirt wasn’t helping any. Not when I could see his defined abs, and then one of his pecs twitched.
Damn. It wasn’t fair that after all these years, Austin still looked as hot as he ever did, while I just looked like the same old Lexi. I’d filled out a little more as I used to be a beanpole with long legs in high school, but some men just got better with age.
I pulled on the doorknob. “I’m not mad. I just don’t like being controlled.”
His body language altered and I could almost feel the heat licking off him. “Is that what Beckett did?”
“No, no. You’re taking it all out of context. Don’t go beating up any more of my old boyfriends, okay? You’re not my brother. That’s what Wes should have been doing.”
Oh, God, I was going to cry again. When my bottom lip quivered, I quickly looked away.
Without warning, Austin yanked me into his arms. I fought against him but he held on tight. “I’m sorry I couldn’t save him,” he whispered in a broken voice.
My breath hitched as the apology summoned painful memories of the night they found Wes’s body. Austin was over that night and lost it, slamming his fist into the wall. All I could hear were my mom’s screams as I stood catatonic in the middle of the living room while the trooper delivered the news to my dad. Then Austin had tried to hold me and I broke free and fled.
I couldn’t do this here, so I opened the door and pushed him away.
Denver was lying on the sofa in a pair of sweats with a bowl of cereal on his chest while Jericho sat at the bar on the right, smoking a cigarette.
“Do either of you have a car?” I asked hopefully. “I need a lift.”
Jericho slid off the barstool, patted out the butt of his smoke, and flicked his eyes at Austin. “Come with me, honey. I’ll take you where you need to go.”
“She’s not leaving.” Austin’s voice made the hairs on my neck stand up.
“Do you want to go with me?” Jericho asked, his voice sincere. He walked up and I suddenly felt sandwiched between the Cole brothers.
“Yes.”
He looked up at Austin. “Free will, brother. You know it and I know it. She ain’t your bitch, so you?—”
That was it.
