"What kind of question is that? Here take these."
Sabrina hands me a glass of water and two pills.
"I can't see what these are. It's dark in here. Are you trying to kill me?"
"The drapes are shut. It was inevitable that you were going to need to sleep in after the night you had. And all it is, is some water and some painkillers. The same thing you did for me three years ago in a hotel room in Georgetown."
"I didn't spend the night though."
"Well, I'm slutty like that. So I stayed."
I want to laugh, but my head still hurts.
"I shouldn't be in this much pain. I had three drinks. "
"Three times three."
"What wasthatlast night?"
"What was what?"
"What the fuck is going on between you and Jackson?"
"Nothing is going on between me andJason. I thought something was going on between me and you."
"Don't try and sweet talk me now, Freshman."
"Why?"
She climbs on top of me. She's so damn beautiful.
"I'm not in the mood," I lie.
She looks down at my morning wood.
"Something tells me you're always in the mood, Gunslinger."
"That's just biology. Don't flatter yourself."
"What are we doing, Saint?"
"Well, you're crushing my legs right now."
"I'll move up higher then."
She's trying to seduce me, but I'm still angry, probably most at myself.
"Don't sit on that. I have to pee."
"Ugh! Then go pee."
I go to the bathroom and look at myself. I look like death warmed over. I can't believe I let that little shrimp get into my head, but as I sober up, I'm starting to realize why.
I'm in love with Sabrina White.
I love her so much that I was scared shitless that he was about to snatch her away from me. I wouldn't put it past Adriana to tell whatever lies she wanted to, to fuck with me. Especially after she came crawling back to me a month after she left me at the altar, and I shut the door on her. Literally and figuratively. It's incredible how the guilty ones can hold a grudge the longest.
I splash some water on my face and take a piss. I know I've got some hands to shake and babies to kiss to make this go away for Sabrina. Her job means everything to her. I fucked up last night. I outed us and fought one of her coworkers all in one night. I'm surprised she's even speaking to me.
