“Much better. Did you worry about your body or wonder if my brothers would consider you fat or find fault when they were kissing you?”
“No,” she said with a trace of wonder. “It never crossed my mind. I ran with instinct and what seemed right.”
“We won’t ever need to have this conversation again.”
She hesitated. “What if I slip into old habits?”
He tapped her backside—a sharp, swift slap. She gasped at the sting. How strange. Robert’s verbal abuse and his physical cruelty at the end had scared her silly. Leif was threatening to spank her, and instead of fear, she tingled.
“That is an example of what might happen.”
“Okaaay.” While she disliked the idea of getting spanked, the threat was an excellent reminder to break the habits and behavior instilled in her during her marriage to Robert. She’d changed already since ending her marriage and she must complete the transformation. An ugly duckling heading toward swan status. “I’ll do my best to act positive.”
He smiled, a gentle smile that turned her insides to mush. “That’s all I ask. Now where were we?”
“Getting naked.”
He rolled over onto his back so they lay side by side on the mattress. He lifted the covers and peeked beneath them. “Check. We’re both naked. What’s next?”
A laugh escaped her. An adventure, the little voice prompted. Without hesitation, she rolled and straddled his hips. She giggled at his nonplussed expression. It faded fast though.
“What next?” he asked.
“If you don’t know we’re both in trouble.” With a grin still curving her lips, she leaned over to kiss him. Their lips clashed until they found the perfect fit, and she let hunger and instinct guide her actions. His big hands cupped her jaw, holding her in place again. He savored her. He tormented her. She echoed his actions until they were both breathing hard.
Desire flared inside her, a pulse beating wildly at her throat. This was exactly what she needed. She craved closeness and sexual satisfaction. Sex-starved. The obvious reason for her kissing each of the brothers.
Adventure, she reminded herself.
“Move up,” Leif said in a determined voice. “I have to taste your sweetness.” He grabbed her hips and dragged her closer until he’d positioned her over his mouth. Her thighs quivered while anticipation flooded her sex. His tongue made a firm sweep down her slit.
“Mmm, delicious,” he whispered. “Hold yourself open for me.”
Bemused, she followed his instructions, desperate for the massage of his tongue, the touch of his fingers.
“Perfect.” He licked her flesh but didn’t touch her where she wanted it most.
She jerked her hips into his next foray and moaned at the jolt of blissful pleasure. “Please don’t wait. Please, Leif. I need this.”
Something in her voice must’ve alerted him to her desperation. He circled her clit with his tongue and pushed two fingers into her channel.
“Yes,” she whispered, sucking in an excited breath. She writhed in placed, shuddering helplessly as he licked her clit with the perfect pressure. He plunged his fingers in and out of her, and when she lifted her heavy-lidded eyes to stare down at him, she saw he watched her intently. He licked her again then used his mouth to apply gentle suction. The orgasmic buzz spread from her clit, outward and upward. She cried out seconds before she shattered, her moan ending in a full-out scream of pleasure.
Leif gave her one last lazy lick, and an echo of her orgasm jolted her. So good. So much better than the sex of her past.
His big hands lifted her.
“Are you on the Pill?”
“Yes.”
He flung her on the mattress, parted her legs and lined up his cock. With one hard stroke he buried his dick in her. She struggled to keep up with him, and he must’ve realized because he slowed. He kissed her, and she tasted her musky juices. Flecks of gold shone in his eyes, and for an instant, she imagined his pupils changed shape. She gasped.
“Are you okay?” He pulled back a fraction and slid back into her until he filled her balls deep.
She shook her head twice, risked a quick glance at his eyes and nodded. Her imagination needed a chill pill. Too much stress and too little sleep.
“Yes, I’m fine. Better than fine.”Adventure, here I come.
