“I’m going to miss him, too.” I look up. “And as annoying as you are, I’ll miss you as well, Evan.”
He offers me a sad smile. “I know.I’llmiss you as well, trouble.”
“I never knew I liked kids so much. But then again, I think it might just beyourkid that I like.”
“I did make a pretty great kid.”
Reaching up onto my tiptoes with a beam, I press my mouth to Evan’s, and he immediately deepens the kiss. His arms wind around me, so we’re chest to chest, and I cling to his shirt like my life depends on it. Because right now, it feels like it does.
I’ve been sweeping mine and Evan’s future under the carpet because thinking about it scares me. No man is going to wait six months for someone. By the time I come back to Missarali, I’m sure he’ll have moved on, or possibly even have found someone—a new mother for Leo.
I don’t want to think about that, though. This day is supposed to be happy. I have Evan at my fingertips right now, and that’s all that matters.
I immediately drop to my knees with a quiet thud.
“What are you doing?”
“Undo your belt.”
“Flo…” Evan’s head twists to peer down the hill.
“Your belt. Undo it, West.”
“Well, isn’t someone bossy tonight?” He smiles.
Goosebumps erupt along my skin. “I’m always bossy.”
“And I like it very much. Will cum make your blood sugar spike?”
“Shut up.” I’m pulling his cock free the second he shuffles his slacks down, and my mouth waters, especiallywhen I look up to see him leaning against the pillar in the gazebo, hands behind his head.
Golden hour is settling upon us, and it hits this man in the most delicious way possible. I open my mouth and allow his dick to slide up and down my tongue. He’s so sweet and salty at once, and it takes all of my self-control not to rush and take him all.
“Fuck, you look so pretty like this, Flo. About to get face fucked.”
“Yeah?”
“Absolutely,” Evan says huskily right when I grip the base of his dick, tongue lapping at the head. “Suck, baby. Let me see what that mouth can do.”
I wrap my lips around him.
“Jesus Christ, Flo.” He tips his head back, and I smile with his dick in my mouth at how needy he sounds. The man is almost whimpering for me, and I fucking love it.
This isn’t just a blowjob. This is me, letting my walls drop, showing him that what we havemeanssomething, and always will do, no matter the outcome of all of this.
My tongue swirls around his head as I bop up and down, enjoying the sensation as Evan’s hips start to move. Each slow and soft thrust reaches the back of my throat, and my eyes water for the second time today as I take him. All of him.
“That’s it. Good girl. Take it all.”
His movements are torturous and slow, almost like he enjoys punishing himself, so I decide to brace my flat palmson his muscular thighs and hold his body captive, sucking him harder and faster. I want the control today. I want to give him this.
“Fuck.” His eyes are trained on me, and he tangles one of his hands in my hair, gripping the strands tightly. It’s not enough to hurt, but it elongates my neck slightly. “This mouth is fucking magic, trouble. Do you like this? Do you like looking up at me with a mouth full of cock while everyone else is none the wiser down there?” He inclines his head towards the reception hall down below.
Offering Evan a small nod, he continues.
“What would they say if they knew how secretly dirty you are? What would they think about this, Flo? That you’re sucking my dick out here in the open?”
I’m so turned on, pointed nipples scraping against Evan’s knees, my entire body tingling.
