“Give me all you got,” I told him, wrapping my legs around his hips. With one final push, he was all the way in. I put my head back, so completely full of this man who’d possessed me for years. I squeezed his length inside me. And from there, we were off. Guy worked my neck as he thrust inside me, slow but hard, pushing down to hit my clit just right. His eyes met mine and a smile curled one side of his mouth. “It feels so good, Guy.”
“That’s right it does. You’re mine, Kitty Bird,” he panted, taking my leg in his hand and pinning my knee to my torso. “All fucking mine.”
“Faster,” I begged, and he gave, driving into me.
It was surreal. I felt like we’d always been destined to end up at this point, at least in my dreams, but it was actually happening. We connected in the deepest way two people can. It did feel like it was perfect, that we were made for each other. We’d teased each other about making love since the night I blurted it out, but that’s really what we were doing. And something a little more raw thanthat, too.
“So pretty when you take it like that,” he gritted out as he picked up a merciless pace.
I yelped out desperately. “I’m so close.”
“Me, too, baby. I need you to come,” he urged. “Fuck, I’m close.”
“Harder, just a little harder,” I cried, curling my hips to meet his strokes.
“Come for me, sweetheart. Show me who makes this perfect pussy feel good.” And just as he choked out my name into my ear, another orgasm ripped through me.
I shouted, a lot. I’m not sure it was coherent. Half phrases, half words, my brain complete mush. Was that true what they said about having your brains fucked out? That felt like a real thing. Sweat made us sticky where our bodies connected. We watched each other, smiling, disbelieving. His arms caged me in with a snug embrace. Guy gave me the softest, most delicate kiss while he was still buried deep inside me.
“I love you, Kitty Bird. You’re my always.”
Chapter 18
Guy
Kitty and I caught our breath, facing into each other like we always did. This time, though, we were naked with our legs wrapped around each other.
“What did we just do?” she said on a laugh, turning to face theceiling.
“What we’ve been meaning to do for years,” I said, tilting her chin back to me. “I made love to the love of my life.”
Kitty was clearly going through some doubts, her lower lip caught between her teeth. “Guy, we’re just getting started. Anything could go wrong.”
“But it’s you and me,” I argued. “We already know each other.”
“Not like this, we don’t. What happens when we get back on campus and girls are all over you again?”
“I’ll tell them I’m with you, and that will be it.”
Kitty looked at me, skeptical.
“I’m serious,” I said. “I’ve never loved anyone but you. Everyone in between was just me killing time, Kitty.”
Her eyes were sad when she turned to me. “Then why didn’t you call all those years? If you loved me so much, why did you let people think I was something I wasn’t in high school? Why didn’t you try to hang out with me as soon as I was at Alden?”
I tugged at her waist to get her to face me fully again. “I can apologize until the day I die for hurting you in high school and it’ll never make it okay. I know that.”
She nodded. “I know.”
“But I hope you know what I was up against. That doesn’t make it alright, but you know how worried I was about being my dad. I still worry about that.”
Her lower lip quivered. “How do I know you’re not going to leave me like that again?”
“I don’t want to. I don’t ever want to live with this kind of regret again, knowing I hurt you. I want to be the man that you deserve, Kitty.”
She took my hand. “I think you can be. Maman thought you could.”
“That’s the other thing. I couldn’t talk to you for a long time after she died, because you reminded me of that loss. Not on purpose, but you were the one who carried me through it. Wedidn’t get a chance to be normal again after that, you know? It made me too sad to talk to you.”
