My brow furrows hearing that, not liking that she’ll be moving so far from… I shake my head to end that thought but I can’t stop myself from asking, “No ties? Family…boyfriend?”
She smirks. “Nope, I roam where I please. Nothing to tie me down.”
I consider that for a beat. “Sounds lonely.”
Her smirk drops and I catch the pain and wash of loneliness that passes over her expression but she’s quick to clear it with a shake of her head and a wink.
“Nope, sounds free. Just how I like it.”
I don’t believe it for a second but I have no right to push so I flip the conversation to what I can have and run the back of my knuckles across her swollen sex.
“Think you can take me one more time?”
She bites that puffy bottom lip and quirks an eyebrow with a challenging look.
“Just you?”
I growl and yank her from the counter. She wraps her legs around my waist and we turn.
“Yes, just me this time. I want to feel you under me, fuck you in a bed. Tell me where.”
Blue directs me down the hall and up the stairs. My brothers stir and follow us. When I kick the door open to the room she motions to, I head to the bed but she taps me on the shoulder.
“Wait, can I clean up and pee first? The bathroom is right through there.”
She points at a door that leads to an ensuite and after Green takes a quick look and nods, I let her slide down my body, savoring the feel of skin sliding against skin. I slap her ass making her jump and laugh.
“Don’t make me wait too long.”
Blue gives me a sultry look as she scans my naked body landing on my half-erect dick and licks her lips and then tosses her hair and spins away. When the bathroom door closes and I hear the shower turn on, I spread out on the bed that’s big enough to accommodate all of us. Green and then Red jump on too.
“God, she’s fucking hot. I’m ready to dip into her again. She makes me feel like a fucking teenager with a constant hard-on,” Red laughs.
I spear him with a look. “Not this time. I want her one on one.” I grin, “But I’m pretty sure she won’t mind you both watching.”
Green drops his head back onto a pile of pillows with a deep sigh.
“Can we keep her? I really want to keep her, Black.”
My fingers turn into a fist.
“She’s not a fucking dog. No, we can’t keep her as much as I’d like to. She doesn’t deserve to be pulled into our shit. This worked out because she likes to play but she’s an innocent bystander here, not a criminal like us. She deserves better.”
I glance at the closed bathroom door and wish one more time that things were different and then I shut those thoughts down for good.
Blue
After I pee, I take the quickest rinse off of my life, leave the shower running, step out to dry off, and then stand in front of the mirror staring into my eyes. I let myself have thirty seconds to swoon over the three hot men who made me feel something other than rage and grief for the first time since my mother died. I let myself pretend I’m just a normal girl. A normal girl who could have something more than sex with them. Keep that connection and build on it, and then…I let it all drain away because I’m not that girl and I never will be. I watch my eyes harden in the mirror and then reach for my makeup bag, palming the small vial in it. One deep breath and a sassy smirk re-forms on my tight-lipped expression.
I flick off the shower, turn to the door, and count to twenty in my head before pushing it open to step back into the bedroom where three large naked men are laid out on the bed. I sway myhips as I walk over to the side Black is laying on, dip down and lick his half-erect cock and then pull back and step away.
“I need to go down and let the dog out or she’s going to make a mess on the floor. I could also use another drink.”
All three of them stare at me with various levels of wariness so I roll my eyes and throw up my hands.
“Obviously, one of you needs to come with me so I don’t go running out into the neighborhood naked screaming for help that I clearly do not need!”
Red and Green laugh but are quick to say, “Not it!” at the same time.
