Her hands tugged sharply on my hair. “Oh god. Shit.” Her cries melted into a desperate moan as a second orgasm crashed through her, and she thrashed against my face. “Oh god, Cade. Fuck, fuck, fuck.”
A shaky laugh bubbled out of her a handful of seconds later as she playfully shoved my face away. “No more.”
I gazed up at her, my chin wet and lips swollen, to find her looking down at me with something new in her expression. Something raw and unguarded that made my chest tight.
“Cade,” she whispered, sinking down to meet me on the floor. Her arms wound around my neck, her cheek pressed against my heart.
I buried my nose in her hair, inhaling the scent of her expensive coconut shampoo. “Do I get a gold star?”
She leaned back, laughter dancing in her eyes. “Five stars; would come again,” she snickered, her fingers already working my belt buckle open.
Stella made quick work of my button and zipper, peeling my jeans and boxers halfway down my hips. My cock bobbed against my stomach, flushed and hard, and her eyes went wide. For a quick second, I wondered if she’d forgotten what I was working with. I wasn’t a vain man, but my cock was fucking awesome.
She wrapped her hand around the base, her thumb brushing over that spot beneath the head that made my vision blur. “Your dick is so pretty,” she murmured, giving me a slow stroke, then another, before her thumb pressed into the slit and smeared pre-cum down my shaft.
My hips jerked toward her. Christ, I didn’t know if I wanted her mouth or her hand first, or both at the same time.
“Do you have a condom?” she asked.
My brain scrambled, trying to quickly remember where I might have stashed one. My wallet? Coat pocket? Inside my glove compartment?
I couldn’t remember the last time I’d even thought about buying any. “Shit. No. I haven’t needed them. I only want you.”
“I haven’t been with anybody else either,” she said with a deep swallow. “Not since New Year’s Eve.”
Her eyes darted away for half a breath, then snapped back, her gaze fierce and defiant. “You know what? Fuck the condom.”
My brain misfired, certain I’d heard wrong.
Stella sat back on her heels, her hair mussed and her cheeks flushed. “I have an IUD, and track my cycle religiously. Clean bill of health, too, so no issues on that front. But if you’re worried about little Cade’s running around …” She shrugged one bare shoulder. “You can always come on my tits.”
A sharp, involuntary sound broke free of me. Everything inside me screamed:No. I want to come inside you.
I’d never had that particular fantasy with any other woman I’d been with, but I’d wanted Stella for half my life. Wanted her in ways that defied reason or logic, which included wanting to fill her with my cum, watch it leak out of her, and then fill her right back up again.
Still, that was fantasy, and this was reality.
And regardless of birth control or negative tests, going raw wasn’t entirely without risk.
But fuck. What if I never got this chance again? What if this was my one shot to blur those lines between fantasy and reality?
“And if I don’t want to pull out?” My hand tightened around my shaft, the image hitting me like a punch to the gut.
Her gaze flicked down to my cock, then back up, her pupils blown wide. “Then you’ll have the honor of being the first man to ever come in me.”
She leaned back on her elbows, spread her legs wide in invitation, and ran a finger slowly through her folds. “So,” she said, breath catching as she circled her clit, “are we doing this or what? Either way, I’m having another orgasm.”
That was the moment I snapped.
My “fuck it” switch flipped hard and completely broke.
Tomorrow Cade could deal with the consequences. Tonight Cade had one damn job, and it was fucking Stella McKinley so good she’d never want to be fucked by anyone else.
“Oh, we’re doing this,” I growled, already crawling up her body. I planted kisses along her stomach, her ribs, the soft curve beneath her tits, tasting salt and sweat on her skin.
She hooked her arms around my neck and dragged me down into a kiss that stole whatever was left of my restraint.
I lined myself up, the head of my cock nudging into her, and she whimpered.
