Our entire bodies are pressed together. My chest to his. My hips to his. Our lips are hovering over each other.
“Fuck, Katya,” he groans while holding still, allowing my body to get used to this. “You feel so good around me. So hot and tight.”
“It hurts,” I whimper.
“I know. But it will pass.” Slowly, he rolls his hips around, getting me more used to the feeling of him inside of me. Flashes of pain hits me but gradually, they go away and are replaced with pleasure. It’s a deep throbbing ache inside of me but it feels good.
My hands grip his strong arms to steady myself. I can’t believe I’m actually doing this. Letting Alek consume me. Take my virginity. Make me into a woman.
His thrusts become more powerful. Intentional. I find my own hips rising up to meet his. Now that I’m getting the hang of it, it’s becoming easier for me to match his pace.
“Katya,” he groans. “You were made for me.”
“Oh,” is all I can say. This moment is too much. Giving myself into Alek. Betraying my brother. And getting lost in the pleasure of it all, mixed with the pain. I can’t even think straight.
Alek surges his erection into me. Each thrust is a sign that he’s claiming my entire body. This is not sweet love making. This is him truly making me his and I am powerless to stop it.
No. I chose for this to happen.
I can’t pretend that I’m fully innocent. I have wanted Alek for days now. It might not make complete sense to me but it’s what I feel and I’m tired of hiding myself away. I want to explore more of the world. I want to not be so afraid. And Alek is helping me get there.
Every motion of our bodies makes our chests brush against each other’s. My nipples are sensitive.
Alek finds my lips in a heated kiss that steals my breath away. We’ve barely kissed in the days we’ve been married and now I know, I’ll never want to stop kissing him. I don’t want to say goodbye to him.
I want to stay in this moment forever.
Our pace becomes frantic while our breath comes out in quick pants. Neither of us are going to last long.
“Come for me,” Alek groans, gripping my thighs tighter and sending another flare of arousal through me. “I need to see it. Need it to happen.”
His words work like magic over me and my orgasm rips right through my body. I cry out and clutch him tighter.
This spurs Alek on and he thrusts into me harder and harder and harder until he finally finds his own release. He shudders. I’ve never seen him look so vulnerable before. It’s a beautiful sight.
I hold onto him for dear life, wondering what I just did. I gave my body to my brother’s enemy and there’s no going back now.
He pulls out of me slowly. That’s when I see a tiny bit of blood on the bedsheet. Alek took me hard. He made me his.
And I don’t regret it like I probably should.
Chapter Fifteen
Katya
My body is sore the next day. A strange combination of guilt and happiness courses through me as I wander around the house. Nina and Susanna are still stuck inside the guest bedroom. Alek decided they weren’t docile enough and didn’t let them out. He told me he called their mom and said they were spending the night.
With Alek at work, I have the house to myself which means I can hear Susanna and Nina calling out for Alek to release them. I’m not sure what compels me to go over to the door but I do.
“He would let you out if you showed remorse for your actions,” I say through the door.
They both go silent before Nina answers. “We do feel bad for what happened. I am sorry, Katya. I never meant for you to get hurt.”
“What about Susanna?” Nina has always had more sincerity inside of her but Susanna? She’s the one who’s tough to crack.
“Just let us out,” Susanna says.
“Not until you apologize for pushing me into the pool.”
