Lexi moved over me, positioning her entrance above my straining cock. I thrust up, but she moved so I couldn’t reach her. “Tsk. Tsk,” she scolded. “Not so fast. Are you okay if I use a toy while we fuck?”
“Absolutely.” I wasn’t one of those guys that was intimidated when a girl used a toy to get off. I knew I could do the job myself, but if that’s what she wanted to do, then I was all for it. I just wanted her to feel good.
She leaned down and kissed my nose. “Good answer.” She rolled back over to the bedside table and then rolled back on top of me with a small vibrator in her hand. “Glad to see you’re not intimidated by Clit Eastwood here.”
I couldn’t help the laugh that ripped through me, but quickly recovered, because I didn’t want to kill the mood. “Not a chance. I think it’s hot when you make yourself come.”
“Good boy.”Oof. I didn’t think I had a praise kink, but damn if that didn’t do something for me.
Lexi reached down, stroked me, and then turned around to face my feet before lifting and impaling herself on my cock. “Oh, fuuuuckkk,” I moaned. This angle was next level. She rolled her hips, and I swear I almost came again right then and there.
Her little toy buzzed to life. I expected her to place it on her clit, but she turned and looked me in the eyes as she took it into her mouth. Withdrawing it with a string of saliva trailing behind, she moved it between her legs. First, rubbing it on her clit as she continued to roll her hips before moving it to glide over my balls.Oh, fuck.
I was no prude, and I’ve had my share of toy play in the bedroom, but this was the first time I’d been on the receiving end. Lexi grinned at me as I moaned my appreciation. “You like that?” she asked, knowing full well the effect she was having on me.
“Yeah, baby. That feels so good,” I managed to get out before she turned away from me and started moving again, grinding her hips in into me. The toy teased where we connected, down my scrotum and back again. The sensation was amazing. Then, when she increased her pace, she slipped the device under my balls to tease the sensitive area just behind. “Oh, shit, Lexi. Fuck.” I was losing any restraint that I had been desperately holding onto. It was all almost too much.
Her one hand held the toy firmly in place, massaging my taint. With her other hand, she massaged her clit, occasionally drifting down to stroke where our bodies met. I thrust up into her as she continued to fuck me. I was on the edge, but wanted to hold out until she came again, too.
“Baby, I’m going to come if you keep this up. I’m not going to last. You need to come. Now.”
“Yes, Santa.” She quickly placed the vibrator on her clit and started moving up and down my shaft with more determination. I could still feel the vibration, and that, paired with her pussy pulsing around me, sent me over the edge. She cried out her own release seconds later and collapsed between my legs.
“Fuck, how is it always so good with you?” she sighed from where she fell.
I sat up and righted her so she was lying next to me. She flopped her head lazily to the side to look at me. “Nope, you gotta go, Brando.”
“Jesus, Lexi. Can you give a guy a minute?” I asked, instantly agitated. I understood that this was just sex for her and that she didn’t want me to stay,but fuck, I didn’t know how much more of this‘fuck and run’shit I could really take. Even though she didn’t want more, I didn’t want it to be just about sex either. Was I setting myself up for disappointment and potential heartbreak? Probably.Okay, definitely.
“I think I was pretty clear about the rules,” Lexi started.
“Yeah, I got it,” I said, and got up, gathered my clothes, and went into the bathroom. I closed the door a little harder than I had intended, but I thought maybe she’d get the hint. I was annoyed.I wasn’t built for this kind of sex only relationship with her.After splashing some cold water on my face and dressing, I reemerged from the bathroom to find Lexi in her robe standing in the hall, arms crossed over her chest.
“What the fuck, Brandon?” she questioned. “I thought we agreed on what this was.”
“We did, but maybe I’m not cut out for this, Lexi. I like?—”
She held up a hand. “Let me stop you right there. Unless your next words are ‘I like fucking your brains out,’ then I don’t want to hear it.”
“Oh, fuck this.” I stormed off to the living room, grabbing my coat and shoes. Not bothering to put them on, I lefther apartment, slamming the door as I did. Not my finest moment, but this girl had me so fucked up.
This was new territory for me, and I didn’t know what to do. I thought I could keep my feelings out of it, but with each moment I spent with her, I knew that wasn’t possible. I wanted Lexi in every way. She made it crystal clear she wasn’t interested in more, yet I was falling for her, despite my better judgment and best efforts. All of her broken parts intrigued me. I wanted to tear down her walls and find out why she was so adamantly opposed to letting me in. I wanted to help her heal from whatever or whoever broke her heart.
19
LEXI
Ilet out a frustrated scream as the door slammed shut.Fuck!Brandon was ruining this.Why couldn’t he be like every other fucking guy on the planet?It was times like this when I needed my bestie, but I couldn’t tell Daphne about this situation without flat-out lying about who it was about.Fuck it.Since I was apparently such an asshole, I’d might as well burn all my bridges.
Daphne picked up after a few rings. “Hey, slut,” she answered the phone in her usual joking fashion. Ordinarily, that wouldn’t bother me, but I wasn’t in the joking mood, and that particular term of endearment wasn’t hitting the same.
A single fat tear slid down my cheek.
I sobbed, “Can you talk?”
“Oh, fuck. I’m coming over.” I heard shuffling on the other end, followed by the jingle of car keys. “Nathan, I’m going to Lexi’s,” she said in a muffled tone.
“I’ll drive you. The weather is pretty bad.” I heard Nathan say to her. “What’s wrong?”
