She began to grind against my movements, and if I thought I couldn’t get any harder, I was wrong. Fuck, I would come in my pants like a teenager if we kept this up. Still, I knew she needed to come, and hell, so did I.
“So, you weren’t really ready for a new omega when my dad summoned you?” she asked in a breathless voice as she continued to move against me.
I could feel her wetness through my pants, her scent floating up to me, setting me off. The wet friction against my dick began to increase, building my pleasure.
“I was on the fence at first, but I’m sure now,” I replied through gritted teeth. I was so close now. Shit, I really wanted to be in her, but I knew she wasn’t ready yet, and I wouldn’t take advantage of her right now.
She leaned back, tossing her head as she rotated her hips on top of me. I had full view of her large breasts, bouncing up and down, transfixing me. She increased her speed until she froze above me, shaking as she let out a high-pitched cry.
That’s all it took for me, and I grabbed her hips, pumping upwards until I soon joined her in climax. I didn’t care about my ruined clothes. This was enough.
For now.
* * *
BILLIE
Fingers snapped in front of my face, and I blinked rapidly, looking across the table at Lila. “Sorry, what did you say?”
She shook her head, giving me a squinty-eyed smile.
I let out a deep sigh and took a sip of my coffee. It was a Monday, and we were back in Baltimore at a coffee shop.
“Still having sex dreams about Kai?”
I quickly glanced around the small coffee shop, hoping no one had heard us. Especially Kai, who was positioned several tables away. He was really taking this bodyguard thing seriously. Just to get out of the house for this meeting had given him anxiety. However, it was unrealistic for him to think I’d stay in hiding until I was claimed. Who knew how long that would take?
I should have been embarrassed being naked in front of Kai when he was almost fully clothed. We’d spent hours doing everything short of sex, and I just couldn’t get enough. Clearly, I was now an omega, and alphas would capture my attention more than ever before. I still had my control for now. My mini-heat seemed to be satisfied for a while, but I knew that as soon as the real thing came on, I’d be a goner.
If changing over into an omega was just a mini version of what a heat was like, I had no idea how I would cope. Kai could have easily taken advantage of me, but he was almost a gentleman. It was impressive. It still didn’t mean he wouldn’t be a horrible alpha to me. This could all be the build-up before he showed his true colors. I just couldn’t believe he really wanted me for me or any of them. They just wanted an omega. Any omega, and I happened to be the one chosen by some psychic and my father. I wasn’t special. They’d had their special omega who they saved. She was probably tiny and beautiful and submissive. I was curvy and far from submissive. I was not fragile, and although I was pretty, I was nothing uniquely special. I couldn’t imagine how I would please four alphas. And if they were all as good-looking as Kai, I wasn’t sure it was possible.
Still, my stomach squeezed just a little when I thought about my time with Kai. As hard as I wanted to fight it, the demon was getting to me. He had been sweet and gentle when we were intimate. I never felt unsafe. This was not what I was expecting from a heavily pierced, tattooed demon. Perhaps it was all an act for my benefit. I wouldn’t be surprised if he was holding back to match my comfort before he did whatever BDSM was most likely in him. Then again, the fact that he had been so gentle for my sake was pretty thoughtful as well.
And he was actually fun to be around. I felt like I could be myself and not worry about impressing him or looking beautiful at every moment. He seemed so satisfied with me at all times. Whatever it was about me, he at least seemed already invested. I had to admit that he scared me. Everything about my situation scared me.
I had no idea if I could really survive being an alpha-free omega. There weren’t many successful stories about it. Not even omegas who had lost their alpha’s due to death did well. Many died soon after of a broken heart. At the most basic level, omegas were meant to be protected and taken care of by an alpha. Alphas could survive without an omega, not to their best, but it was more common. Omegas were not made to be so independent, which infuriated me.
Most of your days as an omega were fine, especially if you weren’t around alphas. However, once the heat came on, which could occur on average from three to four times a year for the span of three to seven days, you were in for an uphill climb. The heat could be pure pain without an alpha. The best solution would be to go to a center and have a certified alpha…assist you during your heat. That way, one could still have their independence while handling the heat. Hmm, I could make such an arrangement with the center or even Kai. Something told me he wouldn’t mind, although I knew he wanted more.
I scowled at Lila, outing my exploits. “Could you say it louder so everyone here can hear you?”
She gave me a smirk, sipping her iced coffee. “I would, but I see Chilli walking in.”
I turned around in my chair and saw Chilli headed our way. She was dressed in a blue button-down blouse and pink wide-leg trousers. She wore a colorful chunky necklace and a pair of black ankle boots to accent her outfit. She had a colorful faux fur ankle-length coat thrown over her shoulders and her large black sunglasses covered her eyes.
Lila leaned toward me. “She always looks like she’s about to go sit in the front row of someone’s fashion show.”
I nodded in agreement, looking down at my boring gray sweater dress and black, flat knee-high boots and tights. I felt a little inadequate. “She’s pretty damn fabulous.”
Chilli took a seat, taking her sunglasses off and resting her coat on the back of her chair. “Hello, hello, hello, ladies.”
Lila slid a medium-sized cup toward her. “Café con Leche for you,” Lila stated with a beaming smile. Lila always adored Chilli. What was there not to like? She was rich, powerful, and fashionable. Goals.
Chilli’s green eyes widened, and she gave a nod of appreciation. “Wonderful. Thank you, darling.” Before picking up the coffee she snapped her fingers, muttering something quickly. “I just soundproofed our space to avoid eavesdroppers.”
Smart thinking. I wondered why she wanted to meet here instead of at a coven house, but Chilli was always random in the things she did. Mostly, I thought she just wanted to show that she was above hiding. That she was so powerful, and she didn’t have to fear anyone.
She tapped the back of my hand. “How are you holding up, dear?”
