I’ll never forget that night.
It’s burned into me deeper than any brand.
He takes a deep breath. “If something happens to me—”
“That won’t happen, Dad.” I don’t even want to think about it.
“Stop. You saw exactly how fast things can change. That’s why I want to make sure this place still runs. I’m asking you to step up. Not just for yourself, but the rest of your family.”
“My family,” I repeat.
“Yes. Besides Sophia, you have two younger brothers and a sister on the way.” His cheek tugs up. “So you have a lot of people who are very special to me depending on you,” he says quietly.
Through all the years, I never once doubted his love for us.
“Val’s pregnant,” I blurt.
He freezes, then his eyes widen over a broad smile. “No shit?”
All I can do is nod. Every time I think about it I choke up.
Rising out of his chair, he wraps me in a fierce hug. “You made my day, son. You’re going to make an amazing father.”
“Thanks.” I hadn’t planned on telling him today, but I’m glad I did.
When he sits back down, tears rim his lower lids. “Your mom would be so excited. Lori is going to be ecstatic. I can’t wait to tell her she’s going to be a grandma,” he laughs.
“I guess I need to start taking things seriously.” I take a sip of my coffee, then go back to twirling the mug.
“This can be the best life, or the worst. It just depends on how you look at it.” He squints at me. “There were times in my life when I thought it was hell. The only reason I hung on was for you and your sister.” His pointed stare tells me much more than the words alone. “There’s going to be some absolutely awful days.” He gestures at the pile of paint cans near the door, a powerful reminder of how suddenly tragedy can hit. “But then there’s moments like this when it’s all worth it.”
I don’t know how he pushes through.
Maybe it really is like Ford said, one foot after the other.
“What do I need to do?” This ranch is huge, with employees and equipment that I could never fully learn.
“We’ll start by getting the paperwork going, adding your name to the important stuff like the brand and changing your status on the trust. Then I needyou.No more balking out of meetings or dragging your feet about dealing with customers. They need to learn who you are and what you represent.”
My lip rolls between my teeth. “Okay.”
I’m going to be a father. I better start acting like I have a damn clue.
The main door slams open and Sophia rushes in breathlessly.
“Sawyer, thank God. I need to talk to you.” She runs up to me and grabs my elbow.
“We’re having a conversation,” Dad growls.
She glances frantically between us. “This will only take a few minutes, I swear.” Then she pulls again. “Come on.”
I look at Dad, apologizing with a look. “I’m ready, but I’ll be right back.” Rising, I let her drag me outside.
“What the hell is going on?” I grumble at her.
She jabs her arm out, pointing to the mechanic shop. “Please?”
“Fine.” I let her lead me in through the heavy doors and up the dusty stairs.
