They’d shown me that there is so much strength in admitting when you aren’t okay and need help.
His warmth engulfed me as he held me tightly, like he was afraid of letting me go.
The bed tipped down on either side of us, and I lifted my head to glance at Dakath and Kolvar. The latter reached out to wipe a few fallen tears from my cheeks as he said, “We’re so proud of you, darling, no matter what.”
Their support, as well as their fear of losing me, wrapped around me like a thick fog and threatened to consume me. All I could think about was how I needed to connect with them and show them that I was here, and I wasn’t going anywhere. That I needed them, always.
Elijah’s arms loosened around me enough for me to pull back and stare up at him before sealing our lips together as more tears fell, tinging our kiss with the salty moisture. It was perhaps the most intimate moment I’d ever shared with them, not because we were sharing a moment of physical intimacy, because it felt like for the first time, that all four of our souls were completely on display—no walls, no fear of rejection, no trepidation of something that felt all consuming like this love between us was.
“I’m here,” I whispered against his lips as I kept my eyes closed, soaking in the energy. “I’m okay, and I will always need all three of you. Always.”
His hands slowly trailed down my back to the curve of my ass as his voice dropped an octave. “Promise?” he asked gruffly, voice thick with emotion but straying into one of need.
Suddenly, there was a very hard cock resting beneath me, rubbing deliciously against my naked core. I brought extra clothes with me, but I’d opted for one of Kolvar’s huge shirts that draped to my knees when I wore it.
On instinct, my hips rolled, putting tantalizing pressure against my clit, and sent sparks of pleasure shooting through my core.
“I promise,” I vowed huskily as I opened my eyes to see his own burning with an intoxicating mixture of love and desire.
As his hands squeezed my ass, I couldn’t help but let my hips roll once more, his hands guiding me into a steady rhythm.
“We will always ensure you are protected,” Elijah swore. “Your body and your heart, Kyella.”
A second later, I was weightless, flying toward the top of the massive bed. A huff came out of me as I landed amongst the pillows. Pushing up to my elbows, I saw all three of them lined up at the foot of the bed, eyeing me like I was the last meal they might ever have.
There was something intimidating about the depth of our feelings for each other. Our connection was instantaneous ever since our eyes met in Malakai’s throne room, and I was a goner even then. Feeling overpowering emotions for one stranger was scary, feeling that way for three was damn near overwhelming. But I was so fucking thankful every day that none of us had run away from it, despite having no idea if it would end in heartbreak.
They converged on me at once, as if they could read each other's minds in the way they seamlessly worked together. While I loved that they always put my pleasure before their own, I felt an overwhelming need to devour them.
Putting on a burst of speed as they surrounded me, I flipped to sitting on my knees as I licked my lips. “I want to please you all,” I admitted before dragging my bottom lip between my teeth a bit nervously and nibbling.
While I’d shared plenty of intimate moments with each of them, there was still something intimidating about having them all at once. I was always concerned about not dividing up my attention and body evenly between them all. The last thing I wanted was any of them feeling left out or less desired.
After my admission, they quickly discarded their clothes and stood waiting for me to make a move, stroking their hard cocks as they did. Toying with the hem of my shirt, I came to a decision for what I wanted out of this moment. Lifting it over my head, I discarded it onto the floor.
I had been trying to work up the nerve to ask for something from my men, and it felt like there was no better time than the present.
“I want all of you in me at once,” I announced, confidence filling me with my request and pussy clenching at the thought of it.
“Darling, we don’t want to hurt you,” Kolvar answered, drawing my attention away from their cocks and to his face.
Crawling on my hands and knees to the left side of the bed where they stood, I dropped to my elbows, leaving my ass on display in the air. Looking up at him from beneath my lashes as I reached out for his cock and stroked it, I smirked.
“I can decide what I can take,” I argued back before taking the tip of his cock into my mouth and swirling my tongue ever so lightly around it.
He grunted as his hips flexed, trying to push himself deeper into my mouth, but I pulled back, toying with his tip more. Sucking lightly, I increased the pace of my hand at the base of his cock, and I felt fingers trailing lightly over my ass.
“If that’s truly something you want, Ky, we need to get you ready for it,” Dakath purred from behind me as his fingers trailed to dip into my core, making me moan around Kolvar’s cock.
With how wet I was, his fingers slid easily in, and I couldn’t help but rock back each time he plunged them into me, matching his pace perfectly. My eyes rolled back as he curled the tips of his fingers, hitting that spot within me that had my walls contracting as a new flood of wetness coated me.
I couldn’t help but gasp around the cock in my mouth as he pulled his fingers out and swirled my slickness around my asshole and began to lightly tease me with one finger.
When I felt the swell of his first knuckle push through the tight ring of muscle, I tensed up slightly.
The end of the bed dipped as Elijah climbed onto it with me, approaching my right side quickly. His hand delved between my thighs to play with my clit, giving me the exact pleasure I needed to relax and let Dakath sink into me completely.
The deep timber of Elijah’s voice made my stomach flutter as he said, “We can’t ensure that it will be completely painless—at least at first—but we will make sure you’re dripping with desire and begging to be filled thoroughly, love.”
