Page 326 of Heart Bits


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They weren't working. They were… playing.

Luc stood on the mezzanine, leaning over the railing, dropping carefully folded paper airplanes made from discarded draft pages into the reading room below. Élise stood amidst the falling fleet, laughing as she tried to catch them.

“This is a desecration of literature!” she called up, her voice echoing joyfully in the empty space.

“It’s a liberation of it!” he called back, his grin visible even from the distance.“These words were holding me back. Now they’re learning to fly.”

One of the planes, crafted with an architect’s precision, spiraled elegantly and landed perfectly in her outstretched hands. She unfolded it. It was a page from his catacombs chapter, the one she had helped him with. Scrawled in the margin, next to his frantic notes, was a single line:‘For Élise, who taught the silence to speak.’

Tears of happiness pricked her eyes. He was turning his pain into their private poetry.

Later, they sat on the steps of the main staircase, sharing a bag of pastries from the patisserie and a thermos of coffee.

“Read me something,” he said, nudging her with his shoulder.“Something you love. Not for research. Just for the sound of it.”

Feeling shy but emboldened by his closeness, Élise went to the poetry section and selected a volume of Rilke. She sat back down, their sides pressed together, and began to read aloud, her voice soft but clear in the vast quiet.

“Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. / Just keep going. No feeling is final.”

She felt him still beside her, listening not just to the words, but to the cadence of her voice, to the trust it represented. When she finished, he was silent for a long moment.

“No feeling is final,” he repeated quietly.“Not even the bad ones.” He took her hand, lacing his fingers through hers.“Thisfeeling,” he said, looking down at their joined hands.“I have a feeling this one might be.”

It was the closest he had come to saying love. The word hung in the air between them, unspoken but deeply felt, as tangible as the books surrounding them.

As the afternoon light began to fade, painting the library in shades of gold and amber, he pulled her to her feet.

“Dance with me,” he said.

“There’s no music,” she protested, laughing.

He placed a hand on the small of her back, the other holding her hand.“Yes, there is.”

And then she heard it. The music he heard. The faint, almost imperceptible hum of the city outside, the soft sigh of the old building settling, the rhythm of their own heartbeats. It was the music of their silence, their sanctuary, their slowly unfolding love.

They swayed together between the bookshelves, in the dying light of the day, two souls who had found their perfect, harmonious rhythm in the quiet heart of Paris. The story was no longer just being written in a notebook; it was being lived, danced, in the space between one breath and the next.

Chapter 24:

The Interlude of Light

The dance in the silent library became a touchstone, a perfect memory to hold against the grey days. The legal battle with Camille was a slow, grinding affair, but it no longer cast a long shadow over Luc’s spirit. He had built a dam against it, and the reservoir behind that dam was his life with Élise.

One evening, as they walked through the Jardin du Luxembourg, the air crisp and smelling of damp earth, Luc was quieter than usual.

“The lawyer needs me to go to Lyon,” he said, his breath misting in the cool air.“There are documents. Witnesses from the old firm. It will be two days. Maybe three.”

A small, reflexive knot of anxiety tightened in Élise’s stomach. Lyon was his past, the city where he and Camille had built their life together.

He sensed her hesitation and stopped, turning to face her.“It’s just paperwork, Élise. A pilgrimage to a tombstone, not a revival. I’ll be staying with my father.” He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, his touch gentle.“Come with me.”

The invitation surprised her.“To Lyon?”

“Yes. Meet my father. See where I came from. Let me show you something that isn’t haunted.” His eyes were earnest.“I don’t want there to be places in my life where you aren’t.”

The knot loosened, replaced by a warm flood of emotion. This was an invitation into a part of his history that wasn’t defined by failure, but by origin.

“Yes,” she said.“I’d like that.”