Enfolded in Richmond’s naked embrace, the wine filled Arissa’s veins, making her sleepy and languid. Gradually forcing herself to come to terms with Gavan’s pain, she was aware of her own repressed anguish. She and Richmond were spending their last night together for some time to come and she was distressed at the fact that she had been distracted with another’s grief. Certainly, she was facing grief of her own.
Brushing the stray hair from her face, she lifted her eyes to find blue eyes gazing at her. She smiled bravely. “So we arrive at Whitby come the morrow, do we? I do not think I am ready. I have more places to visit, more money to squander.”
He returned her smile, adding a weak chuckle as he kissed the tip of her nose. “We have already been overlong on this journey. Besides, I do not have any more money. You have wasted it all on currant buns and fancy trinkets.”
Her expression was indignant. “How dare you accuse me of devastating your financial resources. If that is the case, then I do believe I shall marry someone else. I shall not be saddled with a poor knight who cannot maintain my living habits.”
“Please, please,” he shushed her softly, with humor. “I must take you to Whitby in order to secure enough time to regain my lost wealth. Mayhap a length of time spent with the nuns will cool your expensive habits.”
She cocked an eyebrow. “As I recall, the only habits I shall be wearing will be those made of coarse gray wool. Dreadful, really. Coarse wool always gives me a rash on my bum.”
They giggled together for a moment as he stroked her face, her hair, memorizing every feature to sustain him in the days and weeks they would be separated. He struggled to suppress the anguish that threatened to burst like an over-filled dam, knowing that once the tide burst forth there wouldbe no stopping his agony. Although Gavan’s grief was no less important, he found himself focused on his own sorrow at the moment. The longer he gazed into her eyes, the harder it was for him to maintain his composure. God’s Teeth, it was killing him already.
“The rash will fade against the silk of your wedding surcoat,” his humor faded as he cupped her beautiful face in his great hands. “I saw a wedding surcoat of ivory silk, once. It was the most beautiful surcoat I had ever seen. I do believe I shall commission one made for you while I am in London.”
“Ivory silk is terribly expensive,” Arissa returned softly. “You said not a moment ago that your coffers were drained.”
“Then I shall steal the money,” his hands began to quiver as he kissed her tenderly, savoring her. A gentle kiss proved to be the final blow against the barrier of Richmond’s thinly-held control; he heard Arissa gasp as his mouth descended on her with aching force, suckling the life from her. Small white hands wound themselves within the rich brown strands of his hair, clutching his scalp with sharp nails, and he pulled her more closely against him than he ever had before.
He was not going to elongate their passion; he intended to make love to her all night and he was determined to start immediately. His hot lips moved from her mouth to her delicious torso, taking in a rosy nipple and sucking fiercely. He wanted her instantly hot, ready for his demanding entry. Moreover, it would make it easier to insert the pessary without her knowledge if she was as slick as rain and eager for his touch.
Secretly, his hand slipped between the folds of the furs behind him. Fingering the small pebble containing the ingredients that would mayhap preserve Arissa’s life, his left hand moved to the curve of her torso, trailing to the dark thatch of hair between her legs. Stroking her gently with his long middle finger as he pinched the pessary between his thumb andforefinger, he growled seductively when she pressed against him in eager anticipation.
Arissa was already wet for him, begging for his heated member, and he groaned again when she wrapped her thighs about his hips urgently. Inserting his middle finger into her tight passage, he thrust long and hard, listening to her gasps of pleasure. When her hips began to gyrate in a frenzied manner, he quickly removed his finger and placed the pessary at her searing threshold. Just as he moved to insert it as far as it could go, Arissa suddenly stopped her delirium.
“What is that? What are you doing?” she demanded, her face flushed with passion and her green eyes wide.
He moved to kiss her, anything to distract her from his covert purpose. “Nothing, kitten. Come to me now.”
She averted her lips, moving away from him so that she could see what he had been attempting to lodge within her. She had felt the slightly coarse composition of the little pessel, far different from Richmond’s smooth skin texture, and had immediately suspected what he was planning.
Her eyes narrowed when she saw the dark pessary Richmond had been unsuccessful in delivering and she pulled away from him sharply, her expression accusing. “I told you that I would not use those…. those things. You must have a dozen sons, Richmond, and I shall not use Mossy’s silly concoction!”
He sighed heavily, aware that he had been caught in his deceit. But his motives had been true and he hastened to defend himself. “Riss, you cannot conceive a child. I do not want to end up like Gavan Hage, mourning the death of my wife in childbirth,” his massive hand cupped her beautiful face, his eyes suddenly filled with tremendous pain. “Mossy was correct when he speculated that I would consider your life over the desire for an heir. You are my world, Riss, and I shall do anything in my power to keep you safe.”
She stared at him, struggling between her rage and her understanding of his fear. But a powerful, motherly urge to fight against the unnatural prevention of a life that was meant to be consumed her, the need to provide Richmond with his legacy a most powerful force.
As much as she sympathized with his terror of losing her in childbirth, the desire to bear him a worthy son far outweighed her own natural fear. As much as she wanted to live a long existence with Richmond by her side, she would gladly relinquish her life if she could grant the man she loved the gift of immorality. A son to carry his name.
She knew if she became angry with him, refusing to use his pessaries, he would most likely not make love to her this night out of anxiety and stubbornness. And she was desperate to touch him, to be touched, to experience their love again and again. She did not want to delay their ecstasy with a silly quarrel.
Richmond suddenly found himself underneath a writhing little body, supple and warm and wonderful. Arissa’s full breasts grazed his chest and shoulders as she pressed herself against him tightly.
“Make love to me, Richmond,” she rasped into his ear, her hot breath driving bolts of erotic passion through his big body. “Make love to me all night.”
She was dangerously close to distracting him from the issue at hand. He put up his hands, attempting to dislodge her somewhat, but she simply wrapped her arms about his neck tightly and refused to let go. Straddling his flat abdomen, she ground her pelvis against him and he could feel her wet heat dampening his flesh.
“Riss…,” he grunted, fighting both her and himself.
“Now,Richmond. Take me now.”
“Do not do this. You must listen to reason, kitten. You must not conceive….”
Her ripe lips fastened to his neck, alternately suckling his skin and stroking it with her tongue. He opened his mouth in a last attempt to lodge a stern protest when her delicious mouth descended upon him, kissing the very life from his bones. The feeble objections died in his throat.
The pessary fell to the ground as his big hands lost themselves in the silken web of her hair, gripping it so tightly that he nearly pulled it from her scalp. Arissa whimpered in response to his demanding onslaught, fierce and powerful as he turned her onto her back. Trapped beneath his big body, she gasped with desire as his tongue invaded the honeyed recesses of her mouth, devouring her until there was nothing left to give.
His mouth left her lips, moving to the rosy-tipped breasts he took such delight in. Firm and full and delightfully soft, he lost himself within the mounds of flesh as Arissa cradled his head, encouraging him to suckle her harder, faster, better than before. He answered her pleas with silent obedience, suckling and licking until the moist heat between her legs became raging. She parted her legs for him, grasping at his buttocks in an attempt to direct him toward her searing target. But he pulled away from her, gently, as his mouth moved to her naked belly, trailing to the curve of her torso in lingering delight.
