I had to take a moment to enjoy the sight of him spread for me, his hole loose and wet with lube. I gave him what he needed, hooking my elbows around his legs, and pinning him down so he could do nothing but take my cock. I slipped inside him easily, the sticky, smooth lube and his loosened muscles putting up little resistance. I pounded into him, knowing I wasn’t going to last long. I’d always though two dudes fucking would sound like a fighting video game, and I was surprised by the sounds that were coming out of my own mouth as I slammed into him over and over.
Heaven, I thought, was exactly like this.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
Danny
What made my filthy fantasy so fucking good and reached levels masturbating with my toys couldn’t, was the love Jere and I shared. I knew I couldn’t have exposed myself like this to anyone other than my best friend. Complete trust was too rare and special. It was so blissfully amazingbecausewe loved each other. The whole thing was dirty and perverted, thesquish-squishof the lube, his body slapping against mine, and my unrestrained barks and curses of pleasure as he pounded into me, rearranged my being. And when he came, his roar of victory put me back together, but with a little something extra that was uniquely Jere.
Digging my fingers into his ass, I committed to memory this image of him stretched over me, the muscles of his neck straining as he tipped his head back, shamelessly voicing his pleasure and Iknew. Just as I could never share this with anyone else but him, no one else—man or woman—could give him what I had.
He collapsed over me with a huff, his hands cupping my cheeks and he kissed me in a passionate tangle of tongues and lips and teeth. It was as if he were pouring something into me, a warmth like hot cocoa on a winter’s evening, and the easy laughter of playing in a pile of autumn leaves with the only person who has ever gotten you, the soft heat of the summer sun on your face and the sensations of being naked in bed while a spring rainstorm opened the heavens. It was a gentle reminder all the experiences I had to look forward to would not be had alone.
Somehow through the destruction and recreation, we ended up in bed, our limbs tangled as he held me. The room was a complete disaster, adult toys scattered everywhere, our bodies sticky with lube and drying cum. How incredibly lucky I was to findthe one, the kind of love everyone was searching for, but so few managed to find, and he’d been right here all the while.
I waited for the fire to consume me whole, for no mortal could survive what I’d had. Stuff like this was meant for the supernatural and surely, I needed to pay the consequences for flying too close to the sun. But nothing happened and a peace set in, Jere stroking me softly, his hand skimming all over my body in a feather touch. I drifted in and out of sleep, his sweet kisses and downy-soft touches lulling me. I was aware the sun had set, the room darkening, but who cared about time, because every moment with him was all at once enough, and not enough, all at once.
“Danny,” he murmured against my forehead.
“Mm?” I managed.
“Still alive?”
The laugh bubbled up, like champagne bubbles tickling my throat. “Honestly, I’m not sure. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say I’d died and gone to heaven.”
“I think… I might have strained a nut,” he said, his chest vibrating in a chuckle.
I made a little sound of happiness against his skin, unable to move and not wanting to. All the shit with my assault and challenges from the brain damage ceased to exist. Time wound on, and we slept until a car horn blaring woke us up. He was behind me now, spooning me, his flaccid cock snug against my ass crack, his palm sliding up the column of my throat where he pushed his thumb into my jugular.
“I need to feed you,” he murmured.
I nodded against the pillow. We spent a lot of calories and my stomach growled at the thought of food. “Shower first.”
“‘Kay.”
I walked funny to the bathroom and not because of my balance. My legs were bowed, my joints weak and my ass properly loose. I knew I’d feel him tomorrow and I was going to savor every sweet ache. I collapsed against the tiled stall of the shower, exhausted and completely satisfied, while he ran his soapy hands all over me. I winked in and out of existence, barely registering the shower, and the towel and sinking back into the hard bed. Bliss was bliss, after all.
We ordered takeout, Jere cuddling me close as we waited for our food to arrive. He purred with a suppressed laugh.
“Hm?”
“Just thinking about something,” he whispered against my neck. “Something you said a long time ago at the time went completely over my head but seems relevant now.”
I turned in his arms, kissed his pec and tipped my head back so I could watch him speak. “Tell me.”
“It’s kinda’ lame. But, in eighth grade, you developed an obsession with astronomy and physics. You liked to ramble about things I had no hope of understanding. That winter, you dragged us out in the middle of an arctic blast so you could see a freaking comet.”
I laughed into my hand. “I’m such a science nerd, aren’t I?”
“Nerd in general, in my opinion. But while my nuts were freezing off, you started talking about all the little bits of matter that make up the universe. You said some particles can be connected over vast distances and no matter how far they might be from each other, what affects one, affects the other.”
“Quantum entanglement,” I said. “A long-distance relationship, effectively.”
He ran his tongue across his bottom lip, his pupils dilating to take me in. “Now we’re together, it feels like we’re eighteen again, and not because we’re humping like rabbits, but because the years when you went off to school and stuff, they don’t feel like they happened. Like, we’ve been connected even when we were apart as if we are those particles that no matter how long they’re away from each other, they’re in it together. It sounds stupid, I know.”
“No, it doesn’t,” I said and met his lips in a cherishing kiss. “It’s beautiful and sweet and romantic.”
He passed me a bashful look as if he couldn’t imagine himself saying lovely things like he had. His lips pulled up in a slanted smirk. “I've been known to say something cool every now and then, I guess.”
