My heart pounds like a drum, and for a moment, the fear of telling him the truth grips me. Fear of how he might react, and what he’ll think once he knows. But I can’t hide this from him.
“I’ve never… I’m a virgin,” I blurt out, my voice trembling with nerves.
His eyes widen, and I can see them cloud with surprise before concern takes over. “We can stop, sweetheart. We don’t have to go any further.”
I shake my head quickly, my grip tightening on his arms. “Don’t stop… please. I want this. I want you.” My voice quivers, but the certainty in my heart doesn’t waver. “Make me yours, Sidharth.”
He brushes his thumb along my cheek, his gaze tender. “You have no idea what you do to me,” he whispers. “You’re trusting me with all of you… I swear, I’ll never take that for granted. I’ll treasure it for the rest of my life.”
He kisses me again as he slowly thrusts his hips forward, gently, carefully, until he’s fully inside me. My breath catches at the sharp sting, and I clutch him tightly, my fingers digging into his back. He immediately stills, watching me with such intensity that it nearly undoes me.
“Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?” he asks, his voice strained.
“I’m okay.” I run my fingers along his jaw.
His gaze softens, and he leans in until his lips brush my ear. “I’m going to make love to you the way you deserve, sweetheart,” he whispers, right before he pulls back and thrusts again, breaking through the barrier.
A sharp gasp slips from my lips, my nails biting into his back. He pauses, letting me breathe, his touch steady and patient. Then, slowly, he begins to move. Soon, the sting fades away and is replaced by a pleasure that slowly blooms in its place. All I can feel is Sidharth, his touch, his breath, and his closeness filling every part of me.
“You feel so good,” he murmurs, his warm breath fanning over my ear.
A shaky breath escapes me as my arms wrap around his neck. “No one’s ever made me feel like this… only you.”
He moves back just enough to meet my eyes, his gaze dark and possessive.
“Only me,” he growls, then slowly pulls out before thrusting back in deep.
A deep, wanton moan rips from my throat, my head falling back in sheer pleasure.
“Yes,” the words tumble from my lips as he moves in a gentle rhythm, each thrust showing just how deeply he cares, how completely he loves me. My legs wrap around his waist instinctively, needing to feel him impossibly closer.
“I need your eyes on me,” he commands.
I comply without hesitation, my gaze locking onto his, letting him see every ounce of what I’m feeling, every bit of me unravelling beneath him.
“It’s too much!” I gasp, my voice shattering as he shifts against me, hitting that perfect spot that makes my whole body tighten with need. Heat surges through me as the orgasm slams into me like a tidal wave, stealing my breath. My inner muscles clench tightly around him, milking every inch, and the strangled groan that rips from his chest tells me he’s right there with me.
“Fuck!” he growls, his movements turning erratic as he pumps in deeper, harder. His head tilts back, breaking our gaze, his jaw tight as every muscle in his body flexes with the force ofhis release. He trembles above me, lost in the heat between us, and it’s the most beautiful sight I’ve ever seen.
Then he collapses on top of me, utterly spent. My arms wrap around him instinctively, holding him close. Our bodies, slick and trembling, remain tangled in the aftermath. There’s no sound but the shattered rhythm of our breathing and the quiet thud of our hearts trying to find their way back to normalcy.
I don’t know how long it takes for our breathing to calm down, but eventually, he rolls onto his back, taking me with him, so I’m sprawled across against him, my cheek pressed to his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
“That was amazing,” Sidharth says hoarsely.
“That was everything.” I smile, tracing lazy circles over his skin.
His arms tighten around me. “It was everything for me too,” he says, pressing a gentle kiss to my forehead. “You’re my everything, Nisha. And I swear, I’ll never get enough of you.”
I lift my head just enough to look into his eyes. “I love you.”
“I love you too, sweetheart.”
A peaceful smile touches my lips, happiness flooding every corner of my heart as I rest my head against his chest, his fingers stroking gentle circles along my spine. Soon, my eyes grow heavy, my body soft and content, lulled by the steady beat of his heart beneath me.
As sleep begins to pull me under, I let myself fall, wrapped in the arms of the man I know I can’t live without. He’s the only man I’ll ever need, now and forever.
Chapter 26
