The door to my nest clicks closed behind him, leaving just the two of us.
“Are you sure about this, Faye? Cole is our pack leader.” The way that Ren’s chewing on his lip screams of how hesitant he is. “He should be the first to?—”
“I don’t care about pack hierarchy.” My patience wanes as my heat takes hold. “You’re all my alphas, and I want you to be my first.”
After what happened with Belle, Ren needs to know that he is my first choice. I need him to know how much I care for him and that he’ll never be second best.
He brushes a loose lock of hair from my cheek, tucking it behind my ear as he murmurs, “I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve you.”
“Soon, I’ll be able to tell you why you deserve every happiness, Ren.” I wince as a stabbing sensation in my stomach feels like a searing knife twisting. “But right now, I need you to take my pain away.”
As soon as I say that, a newfound determination crosses his features. All his performance anxiety vanishes in a flash.
“I’ve got you, baby.”
“I need you, alpha,” I whine, my heat coming on thick and fast. “I can’t wait.”
I tug at his shirt like a feral animal, but it doesn’t come off quickly enough. I rip at it in frustration, tearing off some of his buttons which bounce off the floor with a ping before rolling away.
“Ren, I’m sorr?—”
Before I can finish apologizing for mauling him, his mouth crushes mine possessively. I squeal when he lifts me with effortless ease. Although he doesn’t have the obvious muscles of some of his pack brothers, he’s deceptively strong. He throws me down onto the giant bed then forces my knees apart. My heady perfume fills the room, engulfing us in a cloud of lust.
“You’re so beautiful,” he groans, pushing up my dress. He tugs off my panties, hurling them aside to stare at my glistening pussy like it’s his favorite meal, making any lingering shyness I had vanish in a flash.
Fuck, he’s hot. His hair is messy, his shirt gaping open and partially hanging off, exposing his toned chest.
“I need you.” I can’t help but whine, gyrating my hips, desperate for the pleasure that only he can bring.
“I’ve been dying to taste you since I first smelled you.”
He dives between my legs, dragging the tip of his tongue along my slit. My thighs shake, pure ecstasy shooting down from my core to the tips of my toes. When he grasps my hips to hold me in place, I know his tongue alone won’t satiate me for long. I grab his hair, grinding onto his face, coating him with my slick.
“Knot,” I plead. “Please, alpha. I need your knot.”
He looks up at me, glasses askew as he crawls up the bed, a mesmerizing grin pulling at his lips. “I’ll never tire of hearing you say that.”
“More!” I reach down, stroking his giant cock through his pants. “I need more.”
“Don’t worry.” He takes off his glasses and puts them on the bedside table. Without them, I can fully appreciate his stormy blue eyes and sharp cheekbones. “I won’t keep you waiting for much longer.”
I rub against him like a horny teenager, jutting my hips. His hardness resting between my legs is almost too much to bear. I need him inside me. I claw at his back, finally removing his shirt completely. Screw the buttons. I paw at his shoulders while he kisses my neck, inhaling my smell, rubbing his cheeks all over my scent glands to mark me as his.
“Alpha, please.” A desperate urgency blazes through me. “Knot… I need your knot now!”
He quickly rolls off to undress while I pout and pine, overcome by the urge to touch myself. I briefly admire his perfectly sculptured physique, reaching for him the moment he’s naked. I lift my hips, trying to force him inside me, as the tip of his cock rubs against my entrance, hot and pulsing.
“Make the pain stop.” My fingers clamp onto his biceps. “Please.”
“I read that this could hurt a little.” He inhales deeply. “Just remember, you’re made for this. Made for me.”
As he edges inside of me, I wonder how something so big will even fit, relief filling my lungs as somehow, I accommodate him. I brace myself for the pain, but it doesn’t come. The stretching sensation is strange, but my river of slick makes it tolerable.
Any nerves about losing my virginity dissipate, his lavender scent and sweet words calming me. Ren’s right. This is what I’mmade for. An omega’s body is designed to take knots, and Ren is my alpha. We’re fated.
With his silky shaft rubbing against my sensitive inner walls, making my toes curl, I surrender to my heat.
“That feels so good.” I clasp the back of his neck, pulling him down for a mind-bending kiss. “Give me your knot, alpha.”