But it’s not enough.
“Need to…” I grunt. My knot strains, desperate to be bathe in her slick. “Knot.”
She bats her eyelashes innocently. “Do you want to fill me with your knot, alpha?”
Her innocence makes me want to defile her. “Fuck, yes,” I growl.
I drop to the sand to join her, barely registering our surroundings, ravishing her mouth as I tear the T-shirt from her skin and hurl the ripped remnants away. She can’t smell like another alpha while I’m knotting her, not when she belongs to me. I push her back onto the sand then part her legs to see her glistening pussy. All that slick. Just for me.
“Use me, alpha,” she purrs, spreading her legs wider. “Take what you need.”
I barely comprehend what I’m doing as I bulldoze into her. I thrust deep, her moans vibrating through me as I take everything I can from her. My knot seems to have a life of its own, pulsing in a juddering fashion that sends shockwaves down my spine. I grunt when I lock unexpectedly, releasing my cum. Her pussy clamps down, squeezing every last drop from me while she writhes in pleasure.
It’s only when my knot finally deflates a little that I return to my senses and see Faye panting below me, her hair splayed over the sand.
“Faye.” We’re locked together, but I’m horrified at myself. “I’m so sorry. I lost control, I?—”
“It’s okay.” She strokes my hair. “You didn’t mean to. Besides, after that incredible orgasm, you won’t hear any complaints from me.”
Cole grumbles something sarcastic in the background that sounds like, “Speak for yourself.”
Cole’s obviously been keeping watch to make sure I didn’t hurt her, which makes me feel even worse. How could I have lost myself like that? My pack leader shouldn’t have to act as a bodyguard to protect our omega from me.
“Can you give us a moment, Cole?” Faye asks. “Please, alpha.”
He mumbles in reluctant agreement, stomping off. I hear the patio doors slide shut, leaving us with only the sound of rolling waves.
“I’m so, so sorry,” I say again. If there’s something to fuck up, I’ll do it. “Are you hurt?”
“Hurt?” She grins, giving me a sleepy, sex-hazed smile. “I feel amazing.”
“I came here to show you a mood board and talk you through how we could renovate the house. Then I caught your scent. I don’t know what came over me.”
“Hey, I understand.” She cups my cheek, her tone gentle. “You helped me through my heat, remember? I’m glad I could help you.”
“Fuck.” I suddenly notice her fresh bite marks. “Did you and Cole…?” My mind is spinning. “I ruined it, didn’t I?”
No wonder Cole didn’t want to leave her. They just bonded, and I crashed their once in a lifetime moment like a young buck with zero self-control. Well done, Laz. This may be my worst fuck up yet.
“No,” she insists. “Of course, you didn’t.”
“I always seem to do or say the wrong thing.” My knot deflates, and I slide out of her. “Why would you want to bond with an idiot like me?”
She nuzzles into my shoulder, her scent instantly alleviating the guilt and anxiety clawing at my chest, reassuring me that everything will be okay.
“Because you’re you, Laz.” We roll onto our sides, facing one another. “Because you’re funny. You make me smile. You smell like a ray of sexy sunshine. I’m not just Damon and Cole’s omega. I want to be your omega too.”
She always knows the right thing to say.
“Really? Even though I’m a goofy gamer idiot?” I’m not smart like Ren, protective like Damon, or strong like Cole. I’m the pack wild card.
“You’re my goofy gamer idiot,” she corrects then turns her head.
“Do you…?” I swallow hard. “Want me to…?”
“Bite?” She grins, her eyes sparkling. “And claim me? Yes.”
“Right now?” I hadn’t prepared for this, especially after a rut. I thought she’d be scared of me, perhaps question whether she wants to be with me at all, but she wants to bond? “Are you sure? After what I just did?”
