Morning light creeps through the blinds, soft and gold, dappling the room with sleepy warmth. I lie still, studying the pattern on the ceiling—interwoven brass lines that remind me of Vakutan fortress domes—and I’m conscious of every breath Nessa takes against me. Her head rests gently on my chest, one arm slung across my ribs, fingers tracing faint scars. I haven’t moved in hours, afraid to shatter the fragile perfection of the moment.
For the first time since I was flung through time and space in a rupture of quantum violence, I do not feel like a displaced warrior or a soldier on borrowed soil. I feel… at home. The world beyond this room could collapse in riots or cosmic assaults, but for now, here, everything is steady. Steadier than any shield wall I’ve stood behind on Dravath Prime.
I realize the Jalshagar bond that once pulsed within me like molten metal has softened. It’s no longer a throbbing ache beneath my scales; it’s warm, full, satisfied—like molten gold settling in a vessel that's exactly right for it. And beyond the biological tether, there’s something more sacred, something neither prophecy nor predestination could grant: choice.
I chose her. She chose me. And now, somehow, impossibly, we've started choosing together.
Her breath hits me in small exhalations—steady, rhythmic, trusted. I trace a finger along her arm, memorizing the texture of skin that’s soft, but real. My heart hums. I never thought I’d say this—never thought I’d feel something deeper than survival in the tension of battle—but my heart hums with gratitude.
I shift just enough for her to stir. She murmurs, sleep-soft: “Morning.” Her voice is half-dream, full-of-homes, and when she opens her eyes, I see warmth and alarm and love all fight for dominance there. She blinks at me, and I swear I see her pulse in the soft light.
“Good morning,” I whisper. It’s the simplest truth, the purest greeting, stripped of rhetoric or formality. I lean down, brushing my mouth to her hair. “You’re the first world I’ve woken to in ages.”
She laughs quietly, and I feel the sound vibrate through my chest. “That’s some heavy morning talk,” she teases, rolling slightly to look up at me. Her hair fans around her like a halo, golden strands catching the sunlight.
Sunlight. Something I have learned to appreciate here—something I once took for granted through a cockpit canopy. I lift an arm and lay it across us, feeling the small rise and fall of her chest again. The world outside this room matters less now than every breath, every heartbeat, every shared moment.
“So, what now?” she asks, her fingers curling tighter against my skin. “Galactic missions, or pancakes?”
I grin. I didn’t expect pancakes, but after everything we’ve been through, they sound like a rebel feast. “Pancakes,” I say. It tastes like a promise—and a new beginning.
She smiles back, one eyebrow arching in that expression I already know well: curiosity, delight, challenge. We rise together, careful not to break whatever fragile magic lingers inthe sheets. Our shared steps are soft on the hardwood as we pad into the kitchen, sunlight following us like an unwritten epilogue.
Someday, I know, we’ll face bigger fights again—interstellar war, Grolgath reprisals, cosmic imbalances. But this morning, right here in this humble kitchen, we’ve already won something deeper. We've found a home not just in a place, or time, or even each other—but in the space between our choices.
Morning light filters in again—gentle, gold, persistent. Sleep still clouds my senses like dust in a still hangar. My scales warm under the sunless illusion of skin, the image inducer active but necessary for this world’s accepted façade. Nessa and I lie side by side on the bed, our breaths synced in a rhythm I never knew I could emulate. The silk of the sheet grazes my arms, reminding me how fragile tranquility can be—soft as a lullaby, fleeting as the day's first brightness.
Before I can gather my thoughts, the door blasts open. Sammy’s entrance is less door-opening and more explosion: energy in a ten-year-old form. I tense, expecting alarm, confusion, or worse, panic. She's found us in a vulnerable moment. But Nessa shifts to cover me, breath hitched, and I brace for confrontation.
Instead, Sammy rolls her eyes, and her voice is cool, dry, perfect human teenage disdain: “Gross. You guys are doing the couple thing now, huh?” She stands framed by the doorway, packet of Pop-Tarts in hand, expression somewhere between amused and mortified. In that instant, I realize she's not threatened. She's skeptical—almost proud.
My chest relaxes—a wave releasing muscles I didn't know were strained. I straighten instantly, ready to apologize profusely, explain that no, this wasn’t planned, and yes, I processed, recalibrated, and waited. But before I open my mouth, she tosses the breakfast treat onto the bed between us.
“Just don’t make weird noises during movie night. Also, we’re out of milk.” And with that, she’s gone—out the door and down the hallway with all the drama of a breeze.
I stare at the empty frame for a heartbeat. Then I look at Nessa. She's giggling—quiet, incredulous, delighted. “That was…” She searches for the words but then shakes her head, laughter trailing off. “That was unconditional love and mild trauma.”
“You… interpret approval?” I ask, cautious, as if that word could shatter something.
Nessa nods, eyes bright. “She’s in. That was the ten-year-old seal of acceptance.” Her grin widens, and she crawls closer, pressing her lips to my shoulder. “And I am too.”
Something inside me settles, knotting—roots unfurling beneath me, finding solidity. It’s more powerful than any battlefield affirmation. I'm not just a protector, not just a savior—I’m part of this unit. This family.
A warm wave—thicker than the sunlight, sharper than any star tungsten glare—settles behind my ribs. For years, I trained to stand alone, to survive, to fight. Now I’m learning to hold still, to breathe in the weight of belonging.
That afternoon, we hold a proper family council at the kitchen table: a tripartite summit of breakfast debris and half-empty coffee mugs. Sammy presides, already director of domestic operations. “We need milk. And cereal. And I want Clementine snacks next week.” She taps a Pop-Tart wrapper disdainfully. “Also, zero public PDA. We save the weird noises for private moments.”
Nessa and I exchange amused smiles. She rolls her eyes. “Understood. Commander.”
I nod, solemn. “No audio emissions during strategic alliance sessions.” I mimic a salute in the best Earth way I’ve practiced—small, but official. Sammy beams—a reconnaissance mission accomplished.
Later, as the day stretches into afternoon, I watch Nessa and Sammy leave the house—grocery list in hand, chatter about arcades and smoothie flavors trailing behind them. I stand on the porch, the breeze brushing against my synthetic shirt, palm resting lightly on the cool wood. This—a domestic Earth ritual of routine and laughter—is as much a formation of home as any fortress I've ever commanded.
I return inside and pause at the barn-turned-laboratory. The ship rests like a wounded beast inside the hangar, starlight hitting orbital thrusters and damaged panels. The stabilizer hums faintly. The translight beacon still pulses toward the Oort Cloud. Soon I will rejoin my crew. Return to duty. Report.
And yet.
Standing here in this battered sanctuary that once only held my mission, I realize something profound: there are missions more vital than war. More delicate than power. More enduring than reputation.
