Making CC an absolute mess was what I was going for. I hollowed my cheeks as I worked him over slowly. I moved my head up and down as I listened to the sounds he made. The babbling and nonsense that made me preen with happiness. This is what I was good at. Making men fall apart as I worked them over. I wanted nothing more than for CC to unravel for me. Come in my mouth before the real fun began. Until I felt a fist wrap around my dick.
“Ezra, please.” CC’s eyes were completely blown out when I glanced down at him. “Your mouth feels so good, but I need to be inside of you.” He pressed a kiss against the tip of my cock.
I released his dick from my mouth. “Whatever you want, baby.”
“What doyouwant?” he whispered as I moved to sit up on the bed. His brows dipped as I gave him a smile. “Princess, you do know it’s not just about me, right?”
I nodded. “Of course.”
I only wanted to make CC happy, though. I wanted to make him feel good. I wanted him to remember this night for the rest of his life so that if this was the only chance I had with him, he’d never forget it. I knew he cared about me. That we worked well together, but I still wasn’t convinced I was boyfriend material or the right man for him.
“Hey.” CC quickly moved to get next to me. “We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. We can just cuddle and—” He stopped when I held out the bottle of lube. “Ezra, talk to me.”
“Prep yourself for me, baby.”
“I want you to talk to me first.”
I rolled my eyes. “You’re ruining the mood, Carson.”
“I’m ruining the mood?” He huffed out. “You’re acting like this is some sort of job for you instead of a beautiful moment between two people who care about one another.” His eyes darted to my lips. “Do you even care about me?”
I flipped open the cap on the bottle and squirted it onto my fingers. “That’s a stupid question, isn’t it?” I reached for his dick, but he pushed my hand away. “Are you fucking kidding?”
“No, I’m not. I don’t think I want to do this anymore.”
I stared open-mouthed as CC got up from the bed and bent down to pick up his underwear.
“If you put those on, I’m leaving,” I said.
“Ezra, don’t pick a fight with me.” He slid on one leg and then the other before he pulled them up around his waist.
I felt sick to my stomach. No man had ever turned me down before. Not when I was naked. Not when I told them I was ready, available, and would do anything they wanted.Anything. Not even after I begged him, after he beat me and then said he was sorry.When I said I was sorry.He never turned me down.
“You don’t want me? Is that what you’re saying? I made that outfit, I put that stupid plug inside of me, and you don’t... you won’t...” My chin began to quiver, and I suddenly felt like I couldn’t breathe. Maybe he wanted Noel after all.
“Princess, I never said I didn’t want you.” CC sat down to gather me in his arms. “All I asked is for you to talk to me.” He soothed back the hair on my head. “I wanted to know what you wanted. If sex was what you wanted, or if you wanted to keep blowing me. It’s not always about sex. I’d be perfectly happy kissing you all night long.”
I pressed my face into his neck. “It’s always about sex.” God, why did he smell so damn good? Why was he so nice? I couldn’t be with a nice guy. I reached for his briefs, half expecting him to push me away, but he didn’t, and his cock sprang out, still hard and ready.
I whimpered. “Please, Carson. This is what I want.”
“I’m all yours, princess,” he murmured.
I spread the lube I had put on my fingers over his length before I grabbed CC’s hand, squirted out a little more, and placed it against my backside. He didn’t need me to tell him what to do. He eased one finger inside, then another, and I let out a low whine. I didn’t need any more prep. I was ready. I reached back to grip CC’s length with my hand, raised myself onto my knees, and slowly began to ease his head inside of me. Once it pushed past the tight, unforgiving muscle, we both let out a soft groan.
“Ezra.” My name came out in a tight, heavy moan.
His lids were hooded with desire, and when I pushed down all the way until I felt his thick, hairy thighs against my ass, CC bit down on my shoulder so hard I hoped he drew blood. Left a bite mark there for me to see in the mirror every single morning for the next week that reminded me of what we had done here tonight.
I felt him everywhere inside of me. I saw stars when I slid up his length, grabbed his head, and pressed my lips to his.
“You feel so good inside of me, baby,” I murmured against his mouth as heat streaked through my body. “Just like I always knew you would.”
“Mm.” CC’s eyes rolled slightly as he arched hips. “I can’t...I don’t...fuck.”
I dragged my tongue over his lips. “You like it, right? You like having me riding your dick? Making you feel good.” My spine tingled as I moved faster. I really wanted this to go longer, but I wasn’t sure I was going to last.
“Ye...yes.” He nodded. “You’re so tight. Feel so good wrapped around my cock, princess. Don’t stop. So hot.”
